He laughed. “Ask them.”
“The difference between men and women,” he continued, “is very slight;
we exaggerate it for purposes of art. What sort of man do you suppose he
is, Norah's ideal? Can't you imagine him?--But I can tell you the type
of man she will marry, ay, and love with all her heart.”
He looked at me from under his strong brows drawn down, a twinkle in his
eye.
“A nice enough fellow--clever, perhaps, but someone--well, someone who
will want looking after, taking care of, managing; someone who will
appeal to the mother side of her--not her ideal man, but the man for
whom nature intended her.”
“Perhaps with her help,” I said, “he may in time become her ideal.”
“There's a long road before him,” growled Dan.
It was Norah herself who broke to me the news of Barbara's elopement
with Hal. I had seen neither of them since my return to London. Old
Hasluck a month or so before I had met in the City one day by chance,
and he had insisted on my lunching with him. I had found him greatly
changed. His buoyant self-assurance had deserted him; in its place a
fretful eagerness had become his motive force. At first he had talked
boastingly: Had I seen the _Post_ for last Monday, the _Court Circular_
for the week before? Had I read that Barbara had danced with the Crown
Prince, that the Count and Countess Huescar had been entertaining a
Grand Duke? What did I think of that! and such like. Was not money
master of the world? Ay, and the nobs should be made to acknowledge it!
But as he had gulped down glass after glass the brag had died away.
“No children,” he had whispered to me across the table; “that's what I
can't understand. Nearly four years and no children! What'll be the
good of it all? Where do I come in? What do I get? Damn these rotten
popinjays! What do they think we buy them for?”
It was in the studio on a Monday morning that Norah told me. It was
the talk of the town for the next day--and the following eight. She had
heard it the evening before at supper, and had written to me to come and
see her.
“I thought you would rather hear it quietly,” said Norah, “than learn it
from a newspaper paragraph. Besides, I wanted to tell you this. She did
wrong when she married, putting aside love for position. Now she has
done right. She has put aside her shame with all the advantages she
derived from it. She has proved herself a woman: I respect her.”
Norah would not have said that to please me had she not really thought
it. I could see it from that light; but it brought me no comfort. My
goddess had a heart, passions, was a mere human creature like myself.
From her cold throne she had stepped down to mingle with the world. So
some youthful page of Arthur's court may have felt, learning the Great
Queen was but a woman.
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