Barbara ordered oysters, a fish that familiarity with its empty shell
had made me curious concerning. Truly no spot on the globe is so rich in
oyster shells as the East End of London. A stranger might be led to the
impression (erroneous) that the customary lunch of the East End labourer
consists of oysters. How they collect there in such quantities is a
mystery, though Washburn, to whom I once presented the problem, found no
difficulty in solving it to his own satisfaction: “To the rich man the
oyster; to the poor man the shell; thus are the Creator's gifts divided
among all His creatures; none being sent empty away.” For drink the
others had stout and I had ginger beer. The waiter, who called me “Sir,”
advised against this mixture; but among us all the dominating sentiment
by this time was that nothing really mattered very much. Afterwards my
father called for a cigar and boldly lighted it, though my mother looked
anxious; and fortunately perhaps it would not draw. And then it came out
that he himself had once written a play.
“You never told me of that,” complained my mother.
“It was a long while ago,” replied my father; “nothing came of it.”
“It might have been a success,” said my mother; “you always had a gift
for writing.”
“I must look it over again,” said my father; “I had quite forgotten it.
I have an impression it wasn't at all bad.”
“It can be of much help,” said my mother, “a good play. It makes one
think.”
We put Barbara into a cab and rode home ourselves inside a 'bus. My
mother was tired, so my father slipped his arm round her, telling her
to lean against him, and soon she fell asleep with her head upon his
shoulder. A coarse-looking wench sat opposite, her man's arm round her
likewise, and she also fell asleep, her powdered face against his coat.
“They can do with a bit of nursing, can't they?” said the man with a
grin to the conductor.
“Ah, they're just kids,” agreed the conductor, sympathetically, “that's
what they are, all of 'em, just kids.”
So the day ended. But oh, the emptiness of the morrow! Life without
a crime, without a single noble sentiment to brighten it!--no comic
uncles, no creamy angels! Oh, the barrenness and dreariness of life!
Even my mother at moments was quite irritable.
We were much together again, my father and I, about this time. Often,
making my way from school into the City, I would walk home with him, he
leaning on each occasion a little heavier upon my arm. To this day I can
always meet and walk with him down the Commercial Road. And on Saturday
afternoons, crossing the river to Greenwich, we would climb the hill and
sit there talking, or sometimes merely thinking together, watching the
dim vast city so strangely still and silent at our feet.
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