Loves of my youth, whither are ye vanished? Tubby of the golden locks;
Langley of the dented nose; Shamus stout of heart but faint of limb,
easy enough to “down,” but utterly impossible to make to cry: “I give
you best;” Neal the thin; and Dicky, “dicky Dick” the fat; Ballett of
the weeping eye; Beau Bunnie lord of many ties, who always fought in
black kid gloves; all ye others, ye whose names I cannot recollect,
though I well remember ye were very dear to me, whither are ye vanished,
where haunt your creeping ghosts? Had one told me then there would come
a day I should never see again your merry faces, never hear your wild,
shrill whoop of greeting, never feel again the warm clasp of your inky
fingers, never fight again nor quarrel with you, never hate you, never
love you, could I then have borne the thought, I wonder?
Once, methinks, not long ago, I saw you, Tubby, you with whom so often
I discovered the North Pole, probed the problem of the sources of the
Nile, (Have you forgotten, Tubby, our secret camping ground beside the
lonely waters of the Regent's Park canal, where discussing our frugal
meal of toasted elephant's tongue--by the uninitiated mistakable for
jumbles--there would break upon our trained hunters' ear the hungry
lion or tiger's distant roar, mingled with the melancholy, long-drawn
growling of the Polar Bear, growing ever in volume and impatience until
half-past four precisely; and we would snatch our rifles, and
with stealthy tread and every sense alert make our way through the
jungle--until stopped by the spiked fencing round the Zoological
Gardens?) I feel sure it was you, in spite of your side whiskers and the
greyness and the thinness of your once clustering golden locks. You were
hurrying down Throgmorton Street chained to a small black bag. I should
have stopped you, but that I had no time to spare, having to catch a
train at Liverpool Street and to get shaved on the way. I wonder if
you recognised me: you looked at me a little hard, I thought. Gallant,
kindly hearted Shamus, you who fought once for half an hour to save
a frog from being skinned; they tell me you are now an Income Tax
assessor; a man, it is reported, with power of disbelief unusual among
even Inland Revenue circles; of little faith, lacking in the charity
that thinketh no evil. May Providence direct you to other districts than
to mine.
So Time, Nature's handy-man, bustles to and fro about the many rooms,
making all things tidy, covers with sweet earth the burnt volcanoes,
turns to use the debris of the ages, smoothes again the ground above the
dead, heals again the beech bark marred by lovers.
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