It was a long time since he had seen a face as sweet and fresh as the
one looking at him with pitying eyes, which said they knew his
infirmity, and were sorry for him. All the best of his manhood was
wakened to life by the sight of her. She was so different from the girls
he had known,—different from Clarice, whose pet name, Mignon, given her
by him when she was a baby, had escaped him in his sleep. He had never
cared particularly for any of the fashionable young ladies of his
acquaintance, although he had flirted with many of them, but his heart
went out to Elithe at once, and it was not long before he knew that he
loved her as he could never love any one again. Then began the struggle
to conceal his love until such time as he had proved himself worthy of
her, should that time ever come. He knew her father was watching him and
respected him for it, and knew, too, that in Elithe’s mind there was no
suspicion of his real feeling for her. Two or three times he came near
betraying it and his identity, and the night before she left home he
wrote to Clarice, telling her of his attachment to Elithe and asking her
to be kind to her for his sake. This letter he tore up, deciding to let
matters drift. Then he wrote the note which, with the ring, he gave to
Elithe when he reached Helena.
“That will keep me in her mind,” he thought, half expecting some
acknowledgment of the gift and word to say that she remembered him.
But none came and the weeks went by and he only heard from her through
the letters sent to her father and mother. Of these he had pretty full
accounts from Rob, and from him and the Boston Herald he heard of
Clarice’s approaching marriage and felt humiliated and angry that the
news should first reach him in this way. He did not deserve much at his
sister’s hands, he knew, but he had written her twice that his debt to
her should be paid, sending his letters to Denver, from which place they
had been forwarded to her by his friend and confidant. She had not
answered them, but he knew she must have received them, and, thinking he
had made sufficient atonement for the past, he resented her neglect of
him.
“I’ll write her again, telling her where I am and that I have heard of
her wedding and am going to it,” he thought, and he wrote the letter,
which was prompted more by a desire to see Elithe than to be present at
the marriage.
Very anxiously he waited for Clarice’s answer, which was directed to
Denver and then forwarded to him at Samona.
“Something for you,” the P. M. said to him one morning, handing him the
letter in which he recognized the handwriting of his Denver friend.
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