Miss Hansford was horrified at his coolness and duplicity, while Elithe
looked at him with eyes full of pain and surprise. “I saw him; I saw
him,” she thought, while her aunt was thinking of the revolver at the
bottom of her chest, with “P. R.” upon it. On the piazza, as they were
saying good-night, Clarice threw her arms around Elithe’s neck and
kissed her, as she said: “I shall never forget what you were to my
brother, or your kindness to him. Will you come to the funeral to-morrow
morning and sit with us?”
“No,—no. Don’t ask me to do that. There is no reason why I should,”
Elithe cried, putting up her hands in deprecation.
Clarice was making altogether too much of her relations with Jack, and
once out upon the avenue she almost ran to get away from the house and
its atmosphere.
“Oh, auntie,” she said, “it is all so dreadful, and Mr. Ralston does not
mean to explain. What shall we do if he is suspected?”
“Hold our tongues and trust to the Lord,” was Miss Hansford’s answer,
and that night, long after Paul was asleep, she was kneeling in her room
and sobbing. “My boy, my boy, will the good Father, who knows how it
happened, make him speak out and clear himself?”
Elithe, too, was awake and sitting by her window, which faced the woods.
On her return from the Percy Cottage she had read Jack’s letter, in
which he told her who he was,—what he had been,—why he had taken another
name,—and of his love for her,—when it began,—how it had grown,—and how
for her sake he had tried to be a man. He told her of his mortification
at the slight Clarice put upon him,—of his resolution to attend her
wedding, more to see her again than to be a guest where he was not
wanted. Of his downfall in Chicago, where he tore up his pledge,—his
experience on the boat and what he heard of himself,—his taking the
brandy which made him worse,—his determination to leave without seeing
any one. This was written in the Beach House, where he spent the night.
The encounter with Paul in the morning he described in the P. S.,
telling how it happened, saying he was sorry,—saying he was a brute, and
had sunk so low that now he had no hope, no star to guide him,—nothing
to remember of a journey from which he had hoped so much but her face as
he saw it in church that morning and the sound of her voice, which he
could never forget.
Over this letter Elithe’s tears fell so fast that the words were blurred
and blotted almost past the possibility of deciphering them. Miss
Hansford did not ask what was in the letter, but Elithe read her parts
of it calculated to exculpate Jack from intentional wrong doing, and the
two sore-hearted women wept together until the clock struck twelve. Then
they separated, each going to her own room, where, in an agony of grief
and fear, Miss Hansford prayed for her boy, while Elithe sat by the
window from which she had talked with Paul, and asked herself again and
again: “Could I be mistaken?”
The answer was always the same: “I saw him; I saw him.”
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