As he drove from the landing he looked back and saw Mrs. Percy and
Clarice standing in a part of the boat which could be seen distinctly
from the top of the Ralston House, where a white flag was floating.
Tying her handkerchief to her umbrella, Clarice returned the signal
which Paul had fastened to the railing, and then sat down on the floor
beside it, waiting for some sign that it was recognized. He had often
waved a good-bye to friends when they were leaving, and he remembered
that once, when he was a boy, and Clarice was going away and Jack was
staying a few days longer with him, they had dragged their sheets from
their beds and shaken them in the wind, while Clarice stood upon a chair
and kissed her hand to them. Now Jack was dead and he was accused of
killing him, and Clarice was going from him forever. He felt that this
was so. Clarice was lost. Her love for him was dead or dying, and from
that moment his own began to die. When the boat disappeared and he could
no longer see the two black figures, the sight of which had made Jack’s
death so real, he took down his white flag, and, covering his face with
his hands, said sadly: “It’s over between us. The bitterness of death is
passed. God pity me, and give me courage to do what I must do. I have
lost Clarice. I know it now, and perhaps it is better so. She could not
bear the disgrace.”
There was a step near him and a hand was laid upon his arm. It was
Elithe, who had been sent by Mrs. Ralston to tell him there were callers
in the drawing-room and he was to stay where he was. At sight of him she
forgot her errand and tried to comfort him as she would have comforted
her brother.
“Don’t feel so badly,” she said. “You will see her again and be happy.”
“Never,” he answered. “It is all over between us. I don’t know that I
blame her. She believes I killed her brother. How can she forgive that?”
He was silent a moment; then he continued: “I have made up my mind and
nothing can change it. I shall go back to prison and take my chance. I
do not believe it will be hanging. I’ve thought it all out, and I can
stand prison life better than this dodging and hiding from the world, as
I should have to do no matter where I might be. Neither Europe nor
Canada, supposing I could get there, would free me from myself. I shall
go back.”
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