Paul Rundel: A NovelHarben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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Paul Rundel: A Novel
Harben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
Fugitives from justice -- Fiction; Georgia -- Fiction; Ku Klux Klan (19th century) -- Fiction
The color in Paul's cheeks had deepened. “I must tell that, too,” he
said. “And I shall not shirk the humiliation of it. There was a young
poet in Boston whose parents lived in Portland. His books had been
widely circulated, and when he came out on a visit the papers had a
great deal to say about him. I don't think I ever sank lower than I did
then.” Paul's voice faltered. “I was jealous. I read his books out of
curiosity, and found them wholly spiritual, full of dreams, ideality,
and mysticism. Then I sat up all of one night and wrote the most
caustic and virulent attack on his work that I had ever written. It was
published at once, and created a local sensation. My friends gave me a
dinner in honor of it, and we drank a good deal of beer and filled the
air with smoke. Selections from the poet's books were read and laughed
at. That seemed all right; but an unexpected thing happened. The next
day the young man called at the office and sent in his card, asking
particularly for me. It made me furious; my associates on the paper
thought he had come to demand personal satisfaction, and so did I. I
kept him waiting in the reception-room for some time, and then I went in
to him, fully expecting trouble. So you can imagine my surprise to have
him rise and extend his hand in a timid and yet cordial manner. I
had never seen him before, and I was struck by the wonderful, almost
suffering delicacy of his face and a certain expression in his big,
dreamy eyes that I had never seen before. He seemed greatly embarrassed,
so much so that at first he seemed unable to talk. Presently he managed
to tell me, in the frankest, most gentle manner, that he had come to see
me because, after reading my article, he was afraid he or his work had
offended me personally in some way. I was completely taken aback.
I simply couldn't make him out. I was tempted to speak roughly, but
couldn't. We sat down, and he started to explain more fully why he had
come. He said it was his aim in life to live in harmony with God's law,
and that, as he saw it, the feeling between him and me was spiritual
discord which ought not to exist. He said he was sure, when I understood
him fully, that I could have no personal animus against him for
conscientiously writing the poems I had attacked. He said it was the
highest law of life for all men to love one another, and until they did
there would be human discord. I can't tell you half he said. I know,
somehow, that for the first time in my experience I found myself facing
a human being who was more spirit than matter, and who possessed a power
against which I had no weapon. He seemed to feel my embarrassment,
and rose to go. At the door he gave me his hand again and pressed mine
warmly. 'I am sure,' he said, 'that nothing but good can result from
this visit. Something within me always tells me when I ought to do a
thing like this. It is always hard to do; but if I refuse to obey I
invariably suffer for it.'”
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