Paul Rundel: A NovelHarben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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Paul Rundel: A Novel
Harben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
Fugitives from justice -- Fiction; Georgia -- Fiction; Ku Klux Klan (19th century) -- Fiction
Paul rose and stood at the window and looked out over the lawn and
frowsy brown roofs of the tannery sheds. He was cringing under a
poignant agony that permeated his whole being, clogged the blood in his
veins, and sucked away the very breath of the life which had recently
been so full of indefinable content. The cause was not hard to find. He
was convinced that Ethel was absolutely necessary to his happiness. Had
he not met her again on his return to Georgia she might have remained in
his memory only as the young girl who had been so unexpectedly kind and
gentle to a poor outcast; but he had recently found himself more nearly
on a social level with her, and he had actually helped her. She had said
so. She had shown it in her words and actions, in her turning, under his
guidance, from despair to hope. Yet she was to be another man's wife,
a man who was evidently not disturbed by any fine-spun ideas of the
Infinite or of duty to humanity. Peterson would forge ahead in the happy
way such men have, surmounting obstacle after obstacle, climbing higher
and higher in the estimation of men, and reaping honor after honor.
Ethel would marry him. Her uncle wished it, all her friends counted
on it. To refuse Peterson would be madness. The man--especially a poor
man--who would ask her to do otherwise for his sake would be mad. Yes,
all thought of her as anything but a sympathetic friend must be crushed.
When Jeff Warren and his wife came to live in their sordid cabin on the
roadside Ethel and her mother would pass their door daily and realize
fully the caste to which Paul belonged.
He dressed himself and descended to the lawn. He raised his arms and
lowered them, and inhaled deep breaths in his usual morning exercise;
but it was done without zest and with the conviction that it would not
be of benefit while such morbid thoughts ran rife within him. He must
throw them off. He must face life as it was. He had suffered before. He
must suffer again. After all, might he not hold Ethel in his heart as
his ideal woman, even after she had become the wife of another? It must
be--that was all that was left him--and yet, and yet--A sharp pain shot
through him. His senses swam; the mocking rays of the rising sun flared
upon him. Ethel another man's wife! Ethel the recipient of another man's
caresses! Ethel the mother of another man's--
“O God, have mercy!” he moaned, and he turned down toward the gate,
almost swaying as he moved across the grass.
“Are you going for a walk?” It was Ethel's cheery voice, and it came
from the veranda. Glancing back he saw her lightly tripping down the
steps.
“Because if you are, I'll go too--if you will let me. I was up and
dressed, and saw you from the window. Oh, isn't the sunrise beautiful?”
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