Paul Rundel: A NovelHarben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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Paul Rundel: A Novel
Harben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
Fugitives from justice -- Fiction; Georgia -- Fiction; Ku Klux Klan (19th century) -- Fiction
Paul gravely shook his head and smiled. “To believe that is to doubt
that the great principle of life is love. We cannot conceive of even
an earthly father's punishing one of his children for being blind, much
less the Creator of us all. Your uncle through his whole life was blind
to the truth. Had he seen it, his awakening would have been here instead
of there, that is all.”
“Oh, how comforting, how sweetly comforting!” Ethel sobbed. There was a
fallen tree near the path, and she turned aside and sat down. She folded
her hands in her lap, while the tears stood in her eyes. “Paul,” she
said, suddenly, “you are very happy, aren't you? You must be--you have
so much to make you so.”
He looked away toward the mountain where the slanting rays of the sun
lay in a mellow flood, and a grave, almost despondent, expression crept
into his eyes. He made no answer. She repeated her question in a rising
tone, full of tender eagerness. Then without looking at her he answered,
slowly and distinctly:
“All humanity must suffer, Ethel. It is part of the divine order.
Suffering is to the growing soul what decayed matter is to the roots
of a flower. Light is the opposite of darkness; joy is the opposite
of suffering. The whole of life is made up of such contrasts; earth is
temporary captivity, Paradise is eternal freedom.”
“But you have already _had_ your suffering,” Ethel pursued, her drying
eyes fixed hungrily on his face. “Surely you--you are not unhappy now.
I don't see how you could be so when everybody loves you so much, and is
so appreciative of your goodness. Henry worships you. He says you have
made a man of him. Old Mr. Tye declares you have actually put an end to
lawlessness in these mountains. I can't see how you, of all men, could
be unhappy for a minute.”
“There are things”--he was still avoiding her eyes, and he spoke with
a sort of tortured candor as he sat down near her and raised his knee
between his tense hands--“there are things, Ethel, which the very soul
of a man cries out for, but which he can never have--which he dare not
even hope for, lest he slip into utter despondency and never recover his
courage.”
She rose and stood before him. He had never seen her look more
beautiful, more resolute. “You intimated--Paul, you hinted, when you
first came home from the West, that as a boy, away back before your
great trouble, you--you cared for me--you said you thought of me often
during those years. Oh, Paul, have you changed in that respect? Do you
no longer--” Her voice trailed away from her fluttering throat, and,
covering her face with her blue-veined hands, she stood motionless, her
breast visibly palpitating, her sharp intakes of breath audible.
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