Paul Rundel: A NovelHarben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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Paul Rundel: A Novel
Harben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
Fugitives from justice -- Fiction; Georgia -- Fiction; Ku Klux Klan (19th century) -- Fiction
A strange sense of confused helplessness surged over Paul. As she looked
up at him so frankly he feared that she would read in his face the fact
that she had been in his mind almost constantly since their meeting that
day in the meadow. This disturbed him, and also the realization that
common politeness demanded some sort of reply in accord with the
refinement of her easy expression of sympathy. But that was beyond him.
He felt his blood beating into his eyes. She appeared like a spirit
thing poised upon an evanescent cloud; not for him save in fancy, not
for any boy outside of dreams. In sheer desperation, and under the
intuition that he ought not to sit on his horse while she stood, he
dismounted.
“Thank you, thank you.” He seemed to hear the words as if they were
spoken by other lips than his own, and again he had the exquisite sense
of nearness to her, which had so enthralled him before. A wondrous,
delectable force seemed to radiate from her and play upon his whole
enraptured being.
“I have never seen any one die,” she went on, “and they say you were
there alone with him. Oh, how very sad, and you--you are not much older
than I am. Sad things are coming to you very early. I wish I could say
something, or do something, Paul, but I don't really know how. I'm just
a girl. My mother seems to know what to say at such times, but I don't.
Grief like this simply overpowers me. I feel as if--as if I must cry,
I'm so sorry for you.”
He saw her pretty lips quivering, her glorious eyes filling, and he
dug the toe of his worn shoe into the sand of the road. He was becoming
conscious of the tattered appearance of his working-clothes, his
saddleless horse, his rough, perspiring hands and cuffless wrists. How
odd that she, who was so daintily dressed, so wholly detached from his
sordid life, could stand talking to him so kindly, so intimately!
“You are very good--very!” he stammered. “Better than anybody else. If
they were all like you it wouldn't seem so--so bad.”
“It may seem forward of me and bold,” Ethel returned, “for really we
have only been together once before, and yet (I don't know how _you_
feel)--but _I_ feel, somehow, Paul, as if we were very old friends. I
admire you because you are brave and strong. You are not like--like the
boys in Atlanta. You are different (uncle says you are not afraid of
anything on earth). You know a girl could not keep from wanting _that_
sort of a friend. I don't mean that I'd want to see you hurt ever--ever;
but it is nice for a girl to feel that she has a friend who would take
any risk for her. My mother says I get a lot of notions that are not
good for me out of novels. Well, I don't know how that is, but I like
you, and I am very, very sad about your father. If I had not met you
here I would have written you a note. Can you tell me when--when he is
to be buried?”
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