“God bless her!” said Hawkins softly again, as he gained the front door
without raising any alarm and stepped outside--and then Hawkins halted
as though his feet had been suddenly rooted to the spot.
At the curb in front of the house was an old closed motor car. Hawkins
stared at it. Then he rubbed his eyes. Then he stared at it again. He
stared for a long time. No; there was no doubt about it--it was the
traveling pawn-shop.
Hawkins' mind harked back to the preceding evening. He had met two men
in the saloon around the corner, whom he had seen there once or twice
before. He had had several drinks with them, and then at some one's
suggestion, he could not recollect whose, there had followed the
purchase of a few bottles, and an adjournment to his room for a
convivial evening. After that his mind was quite blank. He could not
even remember having taken out the car.
“I--I must have been bad,” said Hawkins to himself, with a rueful
countenance.
He descended the steps, and approached the car with the intention of
running it into the shed that served as garage behind the house. But
again he halted.
“No,” said Hawkins, with a furtive glance over his shoulder at the front
door; “if I started it up, Mrs. Hedges would hear me. I guess I'll wait
till I come back.”
Hawkins went on down the street and turned the corner. He had grown a
little dejected.
“I'm just an old bum,” said Hawkins, “who ain't ever going to swear off
any more 'cause it don't do any good.”
He spoke aloud to himself again, as he approached the door of Paul
Veniza's house.
“But I _am_ her daddy,” whispered the old man fiercely; “and she is my
little girl. It don't change nothing her not knowing, except--except
she ain't hiding her face in shame, and”--Hawkins' voice broke a
little--“and that I ain't never had her in these arms like I'd ought to
have.” A gleam of anger came suddenly into the watery blue eyes under
the shaggy brows. “But he ain't going to have her in _his!_ That
devil from the pit of hell ain't going to kill the soul of my little
girl--somehow he ain't--that's all I got to live for--old Hawkins--ha,
ha!--somehow old Haw-kins 'll----”
Hawkins' soliloquy ended abruptly. He was startled to find himself in
the act of opening the front door of the one-time pawn-shop. He even
hesitated, holding the door ajar--and then suddenly he pushed the door
wider open and stepped softly inside, as the sound of a voice, angry and
threatening in its tones, though strangely low and muffled, reached him.
He knew that voice. It was Doctor Crang's.
It was dark here in the room that had once been the office of the
pawn-shop, and upon which the front door opened directly; but from under
the door leading into the rear room there showed a thread of light, and
it was from there that Hawkins now placed the voice.
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