The old car jolted forward. John Bruce's face was set again in hard,
chiselled lines. He tried to think--but now his brain seemed curiously
impotent, as though it groped through chaos and through turmoil only to
stagger back bewildered, defeated, a wounded thing. And for a time it
was like that, as he sat there swaying with the lurch of the speeding
car, one thought impinging fast upon another only to be swallowed up so
quickly in turn by still another that he could correlate-no one of them.
And then, after a little time again, out of this strange mental strife
images began to take form, as sharply defined and distinct one from
the other as before they had been mingled in hopeless confusion--and he
cried out aloud in sudden agony of soul. It was to save his life that
this had happened. He had wrung that knowledge from Crang. That was the
lever he meant to use with Claire now, and it _must_ succeed. He must
make it succeed! It seemed to drive him mad now, that thought--that
to-morrow morning she should die for him. Not physical death--worse than
that! God! It was unthinkable, horrible, abominable. It seemed to flaunt
and mock with ruthless, hell-born sacrilege what was holiest in his
heart. It stirred him to a fury that brought him to his feet, his fists
clenched. Claire in her purity--at the mercy of a degenerate beast!
He dropped back on the seat. He battled for calmness. In a little while
Claire would be here beside him--_for a little while_. He shook his
head. This was not real, nothing of his life had been real since that
moon-mad night on the sands of Apia. No; that was not true! Soul,
mind and body rose up in fierce denial. His love was real, a living,
breathing, actual reality, Claire----
John Bruce sank his face in his hands. Hours seemed to pass. And then he
was conscious that the car had stopped. He roused himself, and drawing
the window curtain slightly, looked out. Hawkins had stopped a few
houses down past the one-time pawnshop.
John Bruce rose suddenly and changed his seat to the one in the far
opposite corner, his back to the front of the car. The time seemed
interminable. Then he heard a light footstep ring on the pavement, and
he heard Hawkins' voice. The car door was opened, a dark form entered,
sat down, the door closed, and the car started forward.
It was strange! It was like that, here in this car, that he had stepped
in one night and found Claire--as she would now find him. That was
so long ago! And it seemed so long too since even he had last seen
her--since that night when, piqued so unwarrantably, he had left Paul
Veniza's house. He felt his hands tremble. He steadied himself. He did
not want to frighten or startle her now.
“Claire!” he said softly.
He heard a slight, quick rustle of garments--and then the light in the
car was flashed on.
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