“Why?” John Bruce echoed helplessly. “Good Lord, Hawkins, you _are_ a
queer one! Barring beasts like Crang, why does a man ordinarily ask a
woman to marry him? Because he loves her. Well, I love Claire. I loved
her from the moment I saw her. I followed her, or, rather, that old bus
of yours, here that night. And that is how, after that fight at Ratti's
when I got out the back door and into the lane, I crawled over here for
sanctuary. I said Claire brought me here. You understand now, don't you?
That's how she brought me here--because I loved her that night. But it
is because of Crang”--his voice grew hard--“that I am telling you this.
I love her now--and a great deal too much, whether she could ever care
for me or not, to see her in the clutches of a crook, and her
life wrecked by a degenerate cur. And somehow”--his hand was still
extended--“I thought you seemed to think enough of her to feel the same
way about this marriage--for I imagine you must know about it. Well,
Hawkins, where do you stand? There's something rotten here. Are you for
Claire, or the dope-eater?”
“Oh, my God!” Hawkins whispered huskily. And then almost blindly he
snatched at John Bruce's hand and wrung it hard. “I--I believe you're
straight,” he choked. “I know you are. I can see it in your eyes. I
wouldn't ask anything more in the world for her than a man's honest
love. And she ain't going to marry that devil! You understand?” His
voice was rising in a curious cracked shrillness. “She ain't! Not while
old Hawkins is alive!”
John Bruce drew his brows together in a puzzled way.
“I pass you up, Hawkins,” he said slowly. “I can't make you out. But if
you mean what you say, and if you trust me----”
“I'm going to trust you!” There was eagerness, excitement, a tremble in
the old man's voice. “I've got to trust you after what you've said. I
ain't slept for nights on account of this. It looks like God sent you.
You wait! Wait just a second, and I'll show you how much I trust you.”
John Bruce straightened up in his chair. Was the old man simply erratic,
or perhaps a little irresponsible--or what? Hawkins had pattered across
the floor, had cautiously opened the door, and was now peering with
equal caution into the outer room. Apparently satisfied at last, he
closed the door noiselessly, and started back across the room. And
then John Bruce knew suddenly an indefinable remorse at having somehow
misjudged the shabby old chauffeur, whose figure seemed to totter now a
little as it advanced toward him. Hawkins' face was full of misery, and
the old blue eyes were brimming with tears.
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