|BEFORE the rickety washstand and in front of the cracked glass that
served as a mirror and was suspended from a nail driven into the wall,
Hawkins was shaving himself. Perhaps the light from the wheezing
gas-jet was over-bad that evening, or perhaps it was only in playful
and facetious mood with the mirror acting the rôle of co-conspirator;
Hawkins' chin smarted and was raw; little specks of red showed here and
there through the repeated coats of lather which he kept scraping off
with his razor. But Hawkins appeared willing to sacrifice even the skin
itself to obtain the standard of smoothness which he had evidently set
before himself as his goal. And so over and over again he applied the
lather, and hoed it off, and tested the result by rubbing thumb and
forefinger critically over his face. He made no grimace, nor did he show
any irritation at the none-too-keen blade that played havoc with more
than the lather, nor did he wince at what must at times have been
anything but a painless operation. Hawkins' round, weatherbeaten face
and old watery blue eyes smiled into the mirror.
On the washstand beside him lay a large, ungainly silver watch, its case
worn smooth with years of service. It had a hunting-case, and it was
open. Hawkins glanced at it. It was twenty minutes to eight.
“I got to hurry,” said Hawkins happily. “Just twenty minutes--after
twenty years.”
Hawkins laid aside the razor, and washed and scrubbed at his face until
it shone; then he went to his trunk and opened it. From underneath the
tray he lifted out an old black suit. Perhaps again it was the gas-jet
in either baleful or facetious mood, for, as he put on the suit, the
cloth in spots seemed to possess, here a rusty, and there a greenish,
tinge, and elsewhere to be woefully shiny. Also, but of this the gas-jet
could not have been held guilty, the coat and trousers, and indeed the
waistcoat, were undeniably most sadly wrinkled.
And now there seemed to be something peculiarly congruous as between the
feeble gas-jet, the cracked mirror, the wobbly washstand, the threadbare
strip of carpet that lay beside the iron bed, and the old bent-shouldered
figure with wrinkled face in wrinkled finery that stood there knotting
with anxious, awkward fingers a large, frayed, black cravat about his
neck; there seemed to be something strikingly in keeping between the man
and his surroundings, a sort of common intimacy, as it were, with the
twilight of an existence that, indeed, had never known the full sunlight
of high noon.
It was ten minutes to eight.
Hawkins put the silver watch in his pocket, extinguished the spluttering
gas-jet, that hissed at him as though in protest at the scant ceremony
with which it was treated, and went down the stairs. He stepped briskly
out on the street.
“Claire!” said Hawkins radiantly. “My little Claire! I'm her daddy, and
she's going to know it. I'm going to get her to call me that--daddy!”
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