John Bruce mounted the stairs, and began a stroll through the roulette
and card rooms. The croupiers and dealers nodded to him genially; those
of the “guests” Whom he knew did likewise. He was treated with marked
courtesy and consideration by every attendant in the establishment.
Everything was exactly as it had been on his previous visits. There were
the soft mellow lights; the siren pur of the roulette wheel, the musical
_click_ of the ball as it spun around on its little fateful orbit; the
low, quiet voices of the croupiers and dealers; the well-dressed
players grouped around the tables, the hilarious and the grim, the
devil-may-care laugh from one, the thin smile from another. It was
exactly the same, all exactly the same, even to the table in the supper
room, free to all though laden with every wine and delicacy that money
could procure; but somehow, even at the end of half an hour, where he
was wont to be engrossed till daylight, John Bruce became excessively
bored.
Perhaps it was because he was simply an on-looker, and not playing
himself. He had drawn close to a group around a faro bank. The play was
grim earnest and for high stakes. No, it wasn't that! He did not want
to play. Somehow, rather, he knew a slight sense both of contempt and
disgust at the eager clutch and grasp of hands, the hoarse, short laugh
of victory, the snarl of defeat, the trembling fingers of the more
timorous who staked with Chance and demanded that the god be charitable
in its omnipotence and toss them crumbs!
Well, what was he caviling about? It was the life he had chosen. It was
his life work. Wasn't he pleased with it? He had certainly liked it well
enough in the old days to squander upon it the fair-sized fortune
his father had left him. He decidedly had not gone into that infernal
compact with Larmon blindfolded. Perhaps it was because in those days
he played when he wanted to; and in these, and hereafter, he would play
because he had to. Perhaps it was only that, to-night, there was upon
him the feeling, which was natural enough, and which was immeasurably
human too, that it was irksome to be a slave, to be fettered and
shackled and bound to anything, even to what one, with one's freedom his
own, was ordinarily out of choice most prone to do and delight in. Well,
maybe! But that was not entirely a satisfactory or conclusive solution
either.
He looked around him. There seemed to be something hollow to-night in
these trappings of tinsel; and something not only hollow, but sardonic
in his connection with them--that he should act as a monitor over the
honesty of those who in turn acted as the agents of Larmon in an already
illicit traffic.
“Oh, hell!” said John Bruce suddenly.
The dealer looked up from the table, surprise mingling with polite
disapproval. Several of the players screwed around their heads.
“That's what I say!” snarled one of the latter with an added oath, as a
large stack of chips was swept away from him.
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