City and town life -- Fiction; Short stories, American
"I suppose we'd better tell the conductor."
"Tell the conductor!" said he, wondering. "What on earth for?"
"I dunno," says I, some taken back. I suppose I'd had some far notion of
telling him because he wore a uniform.
"What do we want to tell him for?" this Brother-man repeated. "_We_
know."
Oh, but that's come back to me, time and time again, when I've thought
I needed help in taking care of somebody, or settling something, or
doing the best way for folks. "What do we want to tell the conductor or
anybody else for? _We_ know." And ten to one we are the one who can do
the thing ourselves.
"But what are we going to do?" I said. I think that his eyes were the
kind of eyes that just make you say "What are _we_ going to do?" and not
"What are _you_ going to do?" or "What are _they_ going to do?"--same as
most folks start to say, same as I had started.
For the first time the Brother-man looked helpless--but he spoke real
firm.
"Keep him," he says, simple.
"Keep him!" I said over--since I had lived quite a while in a world
where those words are not common.
He looked down thoughtful at the little chap who was lying there,
contented, going here and there with his fists, and looking up at the
lights as if he was reflecting over the matter some himself.
"The conductor," said the Brother-man, "would telegraph, and most likely
find the mother. If he was efficient enough, he might even get her
arrested. And what earthly good would that do to the child? Our concern
is with this little old man here, with his life hanging on his shoulders
waiting to be lived. Isn't it?" he asked, simple. And in a minute, he
added: "I always hoped that this would never happen to me--because when
it does happen, there's only one thing to do: Keep them." And he added
in another minute: "I don't know--I ought to look at it that I've been
saved the trouble of going out and finding a way to help--" only you
understand, his words came all glossy and real different from mine.
I tell you, anybody like that makes all the soul in you get up and
recognize itself as _being_ you; and your body and what it wants and
what it is afraid of is no more able to run you then than a pinch of
dirt would be, sprinkled on your wings. Before I knew it, my body was
keeping quiet, like a child that's been brought up well. And my soul was
saying whatever it pleased.
"I'm a woman," I said, "and alone in the world. I'm the one to take
him."
"I'm alone in the world too," he said, "and I'm a man. So I'm just as
able to care for him as you are. I'll keep him."
Then he looked down the car, kind of startled, and began smiling, slow
and nice.
"On my word," he said, "I'd forgotten that besides being a man I'm about
to be a guest. And this little old chap wasn't included in the
invitation."
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