British -- Asia -- Fiction; Women physicians -- Fiction
He could not think of anything else to do, beyond going the round of
the walls at absurdly short intervals and seeing that the servants
were keeping a good look-out; and the more personal troubles, which he
had been trying to keep at bay, crowded upon him and would not be put
aside. The day had cost him both his friend and the woman whom he
loved--and who loved that friend. The miserable irony of the situation
seemed to mock him afresh whenever he tried to face it. Georgia loved
Stratford, and Stratford had gone to his death to save her--yet not
because he loved her, but because he saw in the action a chance of
doing a good stroke of business--while he, who would willingly have
died for Georgia’s sake, remained alive, to meet the grief and anger
which she would naturally feel at his having allowed his friend to
sacrifice himself for her.
Wretched as the outlook appeared to Dick, however, it is a question
whether it was not even more dreary for Georgia, since his conscience
was clear, and hers was not. She could not rid herself of the
conviction that if she had done as Lady Haigh advised, and declined to
go to the Palace without first consulting Stratford, he might even now
be free and in comparative safety, while if he had given her leave to
go, she would not have had herself to reproach for his untoward fate.
It was so unlike her usual practice to act on the impulse of a moment
of irritation, as she had done in this case, that she asked herself
what could have made her refuse so decidedly even to communicate to
the gentlemen her intention of visiting her patient. She had not far
to seek for an answer. It was Dick whose opposition she had feared.
She had been so obstinately determined not to appear in the slightest
degree willing to ask either his opinion or his advice, after the
words he had uttered in the heat of their discussion, that she had
sacrificed his friend and hers to her wounded pride.
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