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“And you managed that by desertion and disobedience to orders,” said
Stratford, impatiently, for he had succeeded by this time in
extracting from Ismail Bakhsh the particulars of Fitz’s mysterious
disappearance. “Try not to be more of a fool than you can help, young
Anstruther. We can’t risk the honour of the country and the fate of
the Mission on the hope that you may chance to act sensibly for once.”
“I say that it is my right to go, Mr Stratford,” returned Fitz,
doggedly; but Dick broke through the group, and came to Georgia.
“Shall I go, Georgie?”
“Oh, Dick, must I decide for you?”
“You have a right to do it, I think. At any rate, right or no right, I
am not going if you ask me not to. I put myself in your hands,
Georgie, and the treaty and everything else may slide if you tell me
to stay here. What good would it all be to me if--if anything happened
to you while I was gone?”
He spoke hoarsely, his words tumbling over one another, and Georgia
felt that the hands which clasped hers were hot and shaking. She
looked at him in amazement which was almost terror. Was it possible
that in some ways she was stronger than he was--that he was
confessedly looking to her for the strength which should enable him to
tear himself away from her?
“It is an awfully risky thing, Miss Keeling,” said Stratford,
interposing with an honest determination to let Georgia know the worst
before she made her decision. “He takes his life in his hand if he
goes. I am sure no one could wonder at your keeping him back. In fact,
under the circumstances, I should think it quite probable that no one
would expect him to leave you here and ride off to Rahmat-Ullah to
save the treaty.”
“If I were not here,” said Georgia, “would you think it right for him
to go?”
“Well, things would be different then, you see--and really this is
such an important business----”
“Why?”
“We are tolerably safe, I suppose, in any case; but to get back
without the treaty would be rather a bad blow for our prestige, of
course. All the old troubles would begin again, and England would
become a laughing-stock----”
“I see,” said Georgia. “Dick, you must go.”
“All right,” said Dick, gruffly, restored to composure by the decision
with which she spoke; “but why?”
“For England’s sake--for honour’s sake,” she replied. Dick looked at
her in some alarm. Had the greatness of the crisis, which for the
moment had unmanned himself, turned her brain, or could she really
find comfort in fine language at such a time? He did not know the
sustaining power which is contained for a woman in a phrase of the
kind. It gives her something to lean upon, as she repeats it to
herself with a determination to be worthy of it.
“You are sure you don’t mind, Georgie?” he asked in his blundering
way.
“Oh no; I am not likely to mind, am I?” she said, with a sudden
fierceness in her voice. “Do you want to break my heart, Dick?”
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