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“I don’t want to discuss the question now, especially since we used to
argue it so often in the old days,” said Georgia; “but if you insist
upon it, I will. I know very well that there can be only one head,
practically speaking, to a household--that when two people ride one
horse, one must ride behind--and because I love you and trust you, I
am quite willing to take the second place. But I do expect to be
consulted as to the way the horse is to go. You could never have
imagined that I would allow myself to be carried off anywhere
blindfold. I think that we should discuss everything together and
agree upon our course, and if at any time circumstances should prevent
our discussing some special plan, I expect you to trust me if I find
it necessary to act on my own responsibility, just as I should be
ready to trust you in a like case.”
“This is the New Woman’s idea of marriage!” sneered Dick.
“It is my view of it, at any rate. Did you expect to find in me a
slave without any will of her own, Dick? I am not a young girl, but a
woman, who has led a sufficiently lonely and independent life, and you
knew that when you asked me to marry you.”
“Yes, and I was a fool to do it,” said Dick, roughly.
Georgia turned away, deeply wounded, and he stood at the lattice,
looking out over the desert with gloomy eyes. She did not know that
more had happened to try his temper than even the hardships and
anxiety of which Lady Haigh had spoken. An ill-advised comrade, who
had heard of his engagement through Mr Hicks, had seen fit to chaff
him that morning on the eagerness with which he had pressed forward to
rescue a lady who neither wanted his help nor desired his presence,
and the words had rankled in his mind. But although Georgia was
ignorant of this fact, she could not consent to leave things in their
present state. To take offence at his hasty speech, and break off her
engagement there and then, would be a course of conduct worthy only of
a mythical lady who always acted the part of an awful warning for
Georgia and her friends, and whom they were in the habit of calling
“The Early Victorian Female.” It is, perhaps, needless to add that
this person was given to gushing over indifferent poetry, fainted with
great regularity at the most inconvenient moments, and when she had a
misunderstanding with her lover, accepted the fact meekly, and pined
away and died. Georgia felt it morally impossible to imitate her. To
what purpose had been her own education and her experience of life if
they did not enable her to stoop to conquer, and to hold her own
without being aggressive? Was all that had passed between herself and
Dick to be blotted out by a few words spoken in a moment of
irritation? She crossed the room to his side and put her hands on his
shoulders.
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She crossed the room to his side and put her hands on his shoulders.]
“Look at me, Dick,” she said. But Dick would not turn round.
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