British -- Asia -- Fiction; Women physicians -- Fiction
“Exactly; but if you want a woman without any mind or reason of her
own, she would just suit you. She would adore you, and defer to all
your wishes when they didn’t clash with any particular fancies of her
own, for six months at least, and you would adore her for the same
length of time--until you each found the other out. After that, you
would know that you had married a fool, and she a tyrant. Georgia is
not a fool. She loves you, but she sees your faults, and she has a
certain amount of self-respect. If you wanted her to do anything that
seemed to her unreasonable, she would talk it over with you, and she
might end by refusing to do it, but she would never cry or sulk until
you gave it up in despair. It is a great thing to recognise fully that
you are both human beings, after all. Georgie doesn’t imagine that the
possession of the Victoria Cross necessarily implies that of all the
domestic virtues, any more than she believes herself to be perfect
because she possesses a London medical degree. She would consider that
she had exactly as much right to be the sole arbiter of the house as
you had, and that is none at all.”
Dick murmured a feeble protest against this way of looking at things,
to which Lady Haigh refused to listen.
“The fact is, you would wish to marry a clever woman, only she must be
willing to let herself be treated like a fool. You can’t reconcile two
extremes in that way. Georgia has lived her own life, and that a very
full and useful one, and you cannot expect her to become a puppet all
at once, simply out of love for you. She is used to acting on her own
initiative. Well, I will tell you what I learned from her maid, for
she won’t talk about it herself. Do you know that when she was at
Bir-ul-Malikat, that wicked old woman Khadija tried to get her to lead
you and your men into a trap, on the pretence that by calling to you
and beckoning you she would warn you of an ambuscade. An ordinary
woman would have yielded to the impulse of the moment--I should have
myself--and destroyed you, with the purest desire for your safety; but
Georgie had the strength of mind to reason the matter out, all in an
instant. She refused to call to you, and you were saved. And it is a
woman like that whom you expect to fall down and worship your
slightest whim!” with intense scorn.
“Not guilty, Lady Haigh. I abjure, I recant--anything! But why didn’t
you tell me this before? What an ungrateful brute she must think me!”
“I didn’t begin by telling you of it, because I wanted to make you see
reason, instead of working upon your feelings. I’m sure I hope I may
have done both.”
“I will give you my solemn promise, if that will satisfy you, that
Georgia shall ride roughshod over my most cherished convictions as
often as she likes. She is a heroine. I feel ashamed to lift my eyes
to her. Oh, Lady Haigh, tell me what to do. How can I begin to make
things right?”
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