Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
By Christmas every stone that was to stand had been scraped and pointed;
a few sound ones had been scraped and relaid; here and there an entirely
new stone had been cut to fit the place of one charred out of shape; but
in the lower courses such instances were rare, too rare to suit his own
creative taste, but Carlton was determined to deal with the lowest
courses first, and to raise all the walls to his own height before
finishing one. In the case of those which were to contain windows, it
might be well to pause at the sill; the windows alone might take him a
couple of years. Meanwhile these were the walls which had suffered
most, and first let him reach the sills: if he did that within the next
six months Carlton thought he would be lucky. For his progress was as
that of the insect which builds the reef; it was often imperceptible
even to himself; yet always the work was going on.
The man was all muscle now; spare at his best, he had scarcely an ounce
of mere flesh left. Yet, for his work's sake, he made wonderfully
regular meals, often with a relish; and twice in the autumn killed a
sheep, having cold mutton for many days in the colder weather. But the
preliminary tragedy and the ultimate waste were equally disgusting, and
his normal needs seemed better met by predatory visits to the hen-yard.
Practice made him a fair baker and a moderate cook; but, as he had never
been particular about his food, and his only object was to maintain
bodily strength, he sometimes defeated his end, and added the dejection
of dyspepsia to all other ills. Otherwise the physical life suited
Carlton; he was out all day long; and the worst discomforts rarely
followed him into the open air. At his work, for instance, he was always
warm; indoors, only when he went to bed. He never had a fire, except to
cook by; thus he still had a few coals left, but he doubted whether
anybody would sell him any more. There was, however, all the half-burnt
woodwork of the church; most of this would burn again; and, with
economy, might keep him in firing throughout the term of his suspension.
Meanwhile, lamp, rug, and overcoat gave all the heat that Carlton would
allow himself in the study. Once, when his stock of paraffin had run
out, he had to tramp for fresh supplies into a town where his face was
unknown; and that experience made him more than ever economical of such
fuel as he had.
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