Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
And he stood nodding savagely to himself.
"My dear fellow, you can't behave like that."
The words fell softly after a long silence.
"Why can't I?"
Carlton gave innumerable reasons.
"It would put us both in the wrong," was the last. "Go on working for
Sir Wilton--at any rate for another year. You owe it to him, Tom. And
don't you fret about me; I am a happier man than I ever deserved to be
again. Last winter it was different; but God has shown me infinite mercy
and compassion. And now He has sent you to me, as a sign that even man
may forgive me in the end! That is enough for me, Tom. You cannot do
more for me than you have done to-night. But your duty you must do, by
God's help, as long as it is as clear as it is now. Don't bother your
head about me! I am getting into the knack. Perhaps by the time I come
to the roof--if I ever do--the want of a church may induce others to
help me finish mine. Then, if you like, you shall come back; but I won't
have you made an outcast on my account; one is enough."
There were no more visits from Tom Ivey. This one came to the ears of
Sir Wilton; and that diplomatist instead of playing into the enemy's
hands by discharging his man, capped all his kindness to the mason by
getting him the offer of an irresistible berth in that London district
for which he himself sat. Thus Sir Wilton removed a wavering ally, and
at the same time renewed the lease of his allegiance.
Carlton heard of it some months later, when there was another funeral,
and the Lakenhall curate came in again to make the entry. This curate
was a gentleman. He had a good heart and better tact. He not only
conversed with Carlton as with the perfectly normal clergyman, in
perfectly normal circumstances, but he would prolong these conversations
as far as he deemed possible without exciting a suspicion of the
profound pity which inspired him. He would bring bits of local gossip,
or the latest national event; once he let fall that Sidney Gleed was up
at Cambridge, and said to stand a chance of "coxing the eight," while
Lydia was now a Mrs. Goldstein, the mistress of a splendid mansion in
Holland Park, and another up the Thames. It was from the same source
that Carlton obtained belated news of George Mellis, who had come
through two campaigns without a scratch, yet never been back to play the
hero on his native heath. In a word this curate, who was a very young
and rather commonplace fellow, came soon to stand for the outside world,
the world of newspapers and talk, to Robert Carlton, who liked him none
the less because his older eye saw through the artless arts with which
the lad sought to mask his charity.
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