Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
"I only ask--in pity's name--to be allowed to do something for the boy!"
Musk moved a muscle at last, and his eyes came close together with a
gleam. "I daresay you do," said he.
"But will you not listen----"
"I'm listening now, ain't I?"
"Ah, but not to my prayer! I see it in your face; you have no pity. God
knows how little I deserve! Yet it's little enough that I ask: only to
see him sometimes, and not even to see him if you set your face against
it. I would be content--at least I would try to be--if I knew he was
going to good schools, if--if I might have hand or voice in his life.
You say I have no rights. That is my punishment; a new one, that I never
felt until I saw the boy for the first time the other day; but if you
knew how I have felt it since! If you knew what it would be to me to do
anything--give anything----"
"I knew that were comun," said Musk, nodding to himself . . . "So you'd
like to do the handsome, would you?" His whole face became suddenly
suffused, as with walnut-juice; the very whites of his eyes seemed white
no longer, while the pupils shrank to steel points in their midst. "I
know you!" he cried, beside himself again; "but don't you try them games
with me. That's your line, that is--buy your way back! You'd buy it with
the parish, by making them a church; and you'd buy it with the boy, by
making things for him; but that's what you never shall do, not while I
live to prevent it . . . What you got there, George? You give that
here!"
It was the sandstone head with the sunken eyes, and Georgie was clinging
to it in his trouble underneath the scaffolding; in an instant Musk had
seized it from him, and dashed it with all his might against the wall,
so that the soft stone flew into a dozen pieces. It was like blood to a
wild beast: the demon of destruction broke loose in Jasper Musk.
"And that's how I'd treat the rest of your damned handiwork," he roared,
"if I was the village! I'd have no church of your building; I'd bring
that down about your ears right quick!" His wild eye lit upon the wooden
centre of the unfinished arch, and "This is what I'd do," he shouted,
lunging at the woodwork with his heavy stick. "Hypocrite! Pharisee!
Disgrace to God and man! Leper as----"
But the centre had been dealt a heavy thrust, as from a battering ram,
with each expression; with each it had bulged a little; but the last
lunge drove the whole framework from under the unfinished arch, which
came crashing down amid a yellow cloud. Musk shuffled backward in time
to save his toes; for an instant then both he and Carlton stood aghast.
Robbed of his latest treasure, and moreover having seen it smashed to
atoms before his eyes, Georgie had been howling lustily when the crash
came: when the yellow cloud lifted he lay silent enough, in a little
brown heap below the scaffolding, and already the blood was through his
hair.
Carlton had him in his arms that instant.
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