Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
It may be supposed that the girl was not enchanted with the prospect of
Lydia for chaperone; but she determined thus early to allow nothing to
interfere with her enjoyment of the Cambridge festivities. So when Mrs.
Goldstein came in her carriage on the next day but one, to say that she
supposed they must go, not that she was keen upon it herself, but to
please Sidney, and also because she thought it only right for young
girls like Gwynneth to have a good time while they could, the latter
tried to seem as grateful as though every word of Lydia's did not
irritate or repel her. She there and then received dictatorial
instructions as to dresses requisite for the week, and undertook to
follow them to the letter. It was not a congenial attitude for Gwynneth
to assume, but she also was at present bent upon that "good time" which
her cousin recommended. Lydia, on the other hand, cultivated the air of
one who is personally past all that. She seldom smiled, but yet had a
certain secret fondness for excitement. Gwynneth feared that she was far
from happy; she seemed dissatisfied with her position in society, and
spoke disrespectfully (when she did speak) of the dark, dapper, capable
man of business, her indulgent husband.
There came a time when Gwynneth Gleed would have given much to forget
the merriest week of her life, but the memory of the next few days was
not to be destroyed. The girl never forgot the narrow streets teeming
with exuberant youth, the narrow river in similar case, the crush and
rush and uproar on the banks, the procession of boats flashing past,
each with an eight in which Gwynneth took no interest, but a ninth who
had always the same calm, brown, clean-cut face in her mind's eye. How
well he looked, swinging with his crew, he in his blazer, cool and
malicious, doing his part with splendid precision if only they did
theirs! One night they made their bump right opposite the boat in which
Gwynneth stood on tiptoe; and Sidney's smile at the supreme moment was
one of her vivid recollections; and her little scene with Lydia another,
which she brought upon herself by cheering as loud as any of the men.
Sidney seemed very popular. Gwynneth was so proud to be seen with him,
especially when he wore his battered mortar-board and blue gown, which
appealed in some foolish way to her own vague intellectual aspirations.
And she looked down upon all the gowns that were not blue.
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