Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
In those hot still days came visitors of every type, and in greater
numbers than Robert Carlton desired. The tide had turned; he was early
aware of his danger now. Again and again it became his own sore duty to
remind this one or the other, distantly perhaps, yet none the less
unmistakably, of that which they might forget, but he never. Their open
admiration tried him acutely. He did like it a little for its own sake,
after five years' ostracism; more for the fresh purchase it gave him
over simple hearts; but he was very hard on himself for liking it at
all. On the other hand, he knew that it must put many a mind, the
subtler minds, more than ever against him. It also renewed his own
shame. So it was not admiration that he wanted at all; it was
confidence, forgiveness, love; and these if possible by degrees. It was
not possible, and Robert Carlton had to suffer in turn from the saddler,
the schoolmaster, and the rest. The first would come to hedge and hedge
with a view to Sir Wilton's imminent return; the next would intercept
him as he came away, learn what he had been saying, and forthwith step
across to the church to let the reverend know how the schoolmaster's
character impressed itself upon a man of his experience. It was an
unattractive trait in Fuller that he questioned everybody's sincerity
but his own, albeit his strictures were not seldom justifiable. He
talked, however, as though for years he had been the one and only
philanthropist to hold any dealings with the rector; at last it became
necessary to set him right on the point, which Mr. Carlton did with a
mild account of his illness and the sexton's aid.
"I do wish I'd ha' known," said Fuller, with perfect truth; "I do wish
I'd ha' known an' had the nursun of yer, reverend, instead o' him. And
he never come near you no more; so I should expect."
"But you tell me he's very ailing, Fuller."
"He haven't been ailun all these years."
"We--we had a little tiff in the end. It was my fault. I wonder if he'd
see me now?"
"I'll make him, reverend, I'll tell him he's got to."
"No, Fuller, I can't allow that. Besides, he has not got to do anything
of the sort; he has turned dissenter, and may prefer me to stop away.
Nevertheless I shall call, if only to ask how he is."
There was no need to ask, in the event. The old sexton was failing fast,
and "not long for this world," as his daughter announced in front of
him. The poor man was in bed, and very dirty, but as sensible as he ever
had been; and he welcomed the rector with cadaverous grins.
"They tell me," he whispered, "you fare to finish the church with your
own two hands. You're a wonderful man, sir--and I'm another."
"You are, indeed. Why, you must be nearly ninety, Busby?"
"Eighty-eight, sir, come next September. But I wasn't thinkun o' my age,
sir. Do you remember that little varmin I swallered out 'f a pond?"
"I remember."
"I've killed that, sir!"
And the sunken eyes shone like lamps.
"I congratulate you, Busby."
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