Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
Yet the yellow lights in a yellow fog, the perfect organ, trained
voices, rich embroideries, incense, genuflexions, all these seemed at
one religious pole; and Long Stow church on a summer's day, with the sky
above and the birds singing, and Mr. Carlton in his surplice in the sun,
surely that was at the other! It was Gwynneth's fate, at all events, to
carry that single service in her heart and mind for ever, and to put
every other one against it. She did so now, involuntarily at first, and
then unwillingly, as she knelt or stood at the end of her row--her
cambric cuffs and fine lawn streamers in high relief against the rich
furs and the sombre feathers of those about her.
On the other side of the nave, far back and close to the wall, a
grizzled gentleman stood and knelt by turns, in much obscurity; and his
attention never flagged. No detail of the elaborate ritual appeared
unfamiliar to this worshipper, and yet for a time his expression was
rather that of the alien critic. Gradually, however, the lines
disappeared from his forehead, his eyes opened wider, and brightened
with the peaceful ardour which he himself had already remarked in the
eyes of others. He was a tall thin man, very weather-beaten and rather
bent, wearing a new overcoat and a soft muffler; there was nothing in
his appearance to declare him of the cloth himself. His grey beard was
close trimmed. He wore gloves and carried a tall hat shoulder high in
the press going out. He was no more readily recognisable as the lonely
builder of Long Stow church, than Gwynneth in her nurse's garb as the
niece of Sir Wilton Gleed. But their separate fates brought them face to
face in the porch, and recognition was immediate on both sides.
"Miss Gleed?" said Robert Carlton, raising his hat before it covered his
grey hairs.
"Mr. Carlton!" she exclaimed in turn. There had been no time to think,
and her voice told only of her surprise; her own ear noticed it, and she
had time to marvel at herself.
"I thought I could not be mistaken," Carlton was saying. And they were
shaking hands.
"I never expected to see you here," said Gwynneth, with a strange
emphasis, as though the declaration were due to herself.
"I never thought of coming until an hour or two ago."
No more had Gwynneth: then the miracle was twofold. Her heart gave
thanks. It was not afraid.
Meanwhile the crowd was carrying them gently, insensibly, but side by
side, across the flagged yard to the gate.
"It's the first Sunday I've spent in town for years," observed Carlton;
"you are here altogether, I believe?"
"Well, for some years, at least. I am learning to be a nurse."
And Gwynneth blushed for her conspicuous attire, just as Carlton gave a
downward glance at the quaint cap on a level with his shoulder.
"So I heard," he said. "May I ask which hospital you are at?" He could
recall none where the uniform was so picturesque.
"You would not know it, Mr. Carlton; it is a private hospital on Campden
Hill."
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