Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
So it was that she could look her last upon him, perhaps for ever, with
her own face transfigured and beautified by a joy not of earth alone: so
it was that she could speak to him, and hear him speak, without a tremor
to the end.
His church was to be consecrated that day week--Advent Sunday. The
bishop was coming to perform the ceremony; his voice softened as he
spoke of the bishop, who was to be his own guest at the rectory. His
face shone as he added that. It was going to be a very simple ceremony.
And here something set him twisting at one of his gloves; then suddenly
he looked Gwynneth in the eyes.
"You don't happen to be coming down, Miss Gleed?"
"I don't think it very likely."
"It--it wouldn't of course be worth your while----"
"It would! It would! It would be more than worth it; but, to be quite
frank, I don't know that I shall ever come down again, Mr. Carlton."
Was he sorry? He did not even show surprise; and not a word more: for he
had heard stray words in Long Stow concerning Gwynneth's departure and
its reason as alleged. "I should have liked you to see the church," was
all he said.
"And do you know," rejoined Gwynneth, speaking out her mind at last,
"that I am in no great hurry to see it? I know it is foolish of me--for
no one man could have finished such a work--no other man living would
have got as far as you did without a soul to help you! Yet somehow I
don't so much want to see the church that they came in and finished; it
would spoil the picture that I can see so plainly now, and always
shall--of the stones you cut and the walls you built with your own two
hands--and every other hand against you!"
She was holding out her own. Carlton looked from it to her face, a
strange surprise in his eyes. He had wriggled out of one of his gloves,
and was twisting it round the iron paling at the corner where they
stood.
"May I come no further?" he said.
"No, I could not think of taking you another yard out of your way. And
it is really not so very many yards from where we stand!"
Gwynneth smiled brightly; but her voice was the very firm one of this
half-hour of her existence. And ever afterwards she was to marvel why
neither smile nor words were an effort to her at the time: so his
presence supported her to the end, when the clasp of that indomitable
hand, now bare, and horny even through her glove, left Gwynneth
outwardly unmoved. She returned his pressure with honest warmth; her
smile was kind and bright; then the cold mist fell between them in a
widening yellow gulf, with a diminishing patter of firm footsteps, that
Carlton could hear when the nurse's streamers had quite disappeared in
the fog.
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