Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
They ran on. Before the Flint House came first its meadow and then its
garden wall, with the gate left open, and a rude drive twisting through
trees to the side of the house. "This way," said Carlton; and in half a
minute they were at the side door. This also had been left open. Carlton
lowered his voice, his hand upon the latch.
"You wait here, like a good fellow. If he will not let me say one
word--if he orders me out--then you must come up instead. If he is so
ill that his wife goes herself at midnight for the doctor, then he is
too ill to be left with no one in the house but a child of five!"
Carlton's concern was not a little for the child. Suppose he had
awakened to call and call in vain--perhaps to run for succour to a
corpse! The thought made Carlton shudder as he found his way through
passages with which he had been permitted to become familiar after
Georgie's accident. At the head of the stairs there was Georgie's room;
the father had to pass it; and could not, without peeping in.
For this door was ajar, and a night-light burning on the chest of
drawers. Georgie was breathing gently in his cot. Carlton approached on
tip-toe, and stood gazing downward with clasped hands. Boisterous and
robust upon his feet, the boy looked still a baby in his sleep; his face
was so round and innocent; his hands seemed such toys; and the light
hair, too seldom cut, was lightest at the roots, and still curly at the
ends, as it lay upon the pillow where his last movement had tossed it.
It was a sweet face, even with the great eyes closed; the eyelashes
looked so much longer and darker against the pure skin; they were many
shades darker than the hair; and the eyebrows were assuming a very
delicate definition of their own. The mouth was beautiful. That brown
little hand was perfectly shaped. Carlton bent over, and kissed the warm
smooth cheek with infinite tenderness; then went upon his knees, and
prayed over the child, and for him, and for his future, out of the
fulness of a brimming heart. He forgot that Musk's death would make a
difference to the child and to himself; for the moment he forgot that
Musk was in any danger of dying, and that this was his house. He and his
child were alone together once more, it might be for the last time, one
never knew.
"God keep you, my own poor boy, and lead you not into temptation, but
deliver you from evil, for ever and ever, Amen."
He stooped once more over the cot, pushed the long hair back, running
his fingers through it gently, and kissed the pure forehead again and
again. And it seemed to Robert Carlton--but the night-light was very
dim--that at the last his son had smiled upon him in his sleep.
XXXII
THE SECOND TIME
In Musk's room there was more light. It lay under the closed door like a
yellow rod. Carlton knocked gently. There was no answer. He knocked
louder. Not a sound from within. Then the chill fell on him, and he
entered ready for any discovery but the one he was to make.
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