Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
"But there is a still more curious and informing coincidence. Sir Wilton
Gleed and I have several very stormy interviews, in which he tries,
first by one artifice, then by another--all frankly admitted in his
evidence--to drive me from a position which I have finally refused to
resign. My refusal may be just as obdurate and indefensible as you are
pleased to think it; that is not the point at all. The point is this
contest of tenacity on his part and on mine, culminating in a final
interview between us on the eve of the day upon which all these
witnesses break their more or less complete silence concerning my
movements on the night of the fire, and break it in the ear of Sir
Wilton Gleed!
"I invite you to consider the obvious inference. My enemy has tried
every other means of dislodging me. He has threatened and insulted me.
He has set every builder and mason in the neighbourhood against me. He
has deprived me--as he thinks--of the means of building my church, and
then he turns round and tells me to build it or take the consequences! I
make a beginning in spite of him; he has to think of some new method of
expulsion; so, with infinite ingenuity, he trumps up this present charge
against me."
Wilders opened his lips, but the prisoner's hand flew upward in
arresting gesture.
"With infinite ingenuity, your worship, but not necessarily in bad
faith. I have never yet questioned the _bona fides_ of Sir Wilton Gleed;
nor do I now. On the contrary, I am convinced that he honestly and
sincerely believes me capable of any crime in the calendar; but my
capability, again, is not the point; and belief and proof are very
different things. If your worships hold that this horrible charge has
been proved against me--proved sufficiently for this court--then send me
to a higher one as your duty dictates. But if you think that hatred and
prejudice, however deserved, have played the part of genuine and
spontaneous suspicion; that facts have been distorted to fit a
preconception, and the wish, however unconsciously, allowed to father
the thought; that, in short, an honest man has been quite honestly
blinded and misled by very loathing of me and all my doings; then I
implore your worships to dismiss this charge against me--and let me get
back to the work I left to meet it!"
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