Peculiar: A Tale of the Great TransitionSargent, Epes
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Peculiar: A Tale of the Great Transition
Sargent, Epes
African Americans -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
“I knew it, Kenrick; but my heart was hardened, and therefore have God’s
hammers smitten it thrice,—nay, four times, terribly! I saw these
things, but turned away from them! Idle and false to say, Slavery is not
responsible for them! They are the very spawn of its filthy loins. I
know it,—I, who have been behind the scenes, know what the leaders say
as to the means of treading out every spark of Union fire. And
I—heedless idiot that I was!—never once thought that the bloody
instructions might return to plague _me_,—that my own father’s family
might be among the foremost victims! I acknowledge the hand of God in
this stroke! A voice cries to me, as of old to Saul, ‘Why persecutest
thou me?’ And now there fall from my eyes as it were scales, and I arise
and am baptized!”
“My dear friend,” said Kenrick, “I want your conversion to be, not the
result of mere passion, but of calm conviction. I have been asking
myself, What if a party of Unionists should outrage and murder those who
are nearest and dearest to myself,—would I, therefore, embrace the
pro-slavery cause? And from the very depths of my soul, I can cry _No!_
Not through passion,—though I have enough of that,—but through the
persuasion of my intellect, added to the affirmation of my heart, do I
array myself against this hideous Moloch of slavery. By a terrible law
of affinity, wrongs and crimes cannot stand alone. They must summon
other wrongs and crimes to their support; and so does murder as
naturally follow in the train of slavery, as the little parasite fish
follows the shark. It is fallacy to say that the best men among
slaveholders do not approve of these outrages; for these outrages are
now the necessary and inseparable attendants of the system.”
“I believe it,” said Onslow. “O the wickedness of my apostasy from my
father’s faith! O the sin, and O the punishment! It needed a terrible
blow to reach me, and it has come. Kenrick, do not withhold your hand.
Trust me, my conversion is radical. The ‘institution’ shall henceforth
find in me its deadliest foe. ‘_Delenda est!_’ is now and henceforth my
motto!”
Kenrick clasped his proffered hand, and, looking up, said, “So prosper
us, Almighty Disposer, as we are true to the promises of this hour!”
“Charles,” said Onslow, “I did not think that Perdita would so soon have
her prayer granted.”
“What do you mean?”
“Her last words to me were, ‘May this arm never be lifted except in the
cause of right!’ I feel that God has heard her.”
It jarred on Kenrick’s heart for the moment to see that Onslow, in the
midst of his troubles, still thought of Perdita; but soon, stilling the
selfish tremor, he said: “What we would do we must do quickly. Will you
go North with me and join the armies of the Union?”
“Yes, the first opportunity.”
“That opportunity will be this very night.”
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