Peculiar: A Tale of the Great TransitionSargent, Epes
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Peculiar: A Tale of the Great Transition
Sargent, Epes
African Americans -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
A slave? Liable to be kicked, cuffed, spit on, fettered, scourged by
such a creature as Colonel Delancy Hyde? No! To escape the pursuing
fiends who would force such a lot on an innocent human being, surely any
subterfuge, any stratagem, any lie, would be justifiable!
And Peek thought of the joy that Flora would feel at seeing him return,
and he rose to go back to the boat.
A single thought drew him back to his covert. “So help me God.” Had he
not pledged himself,—pledged himself in sincerity at the moment in those
words? Had he not by his act promised Blake, who had befriended him,
that he would return, and might not Blake lose his situation if the
promise were broken?
As Peek found conscience getting the better of inclination in the
dispute, he bowed his head in his hands, and wept sobbingly like a
child. Such anguish was there in the thought of a surrender! Then,
extending himself prostrate on the boards, his face down, and resting on
his arms, he strove to shut out all except the voice of God in his soul.
He uttered no word, but he felt the mastery of a great desire, and that
was for guidance from above. Tender thoughts of the sufferings and wants
of the poor slaves he had left on Barnwell’s plantation stole back to
him. Would he not like to see them and be of service to them once more?
What if he should be whipped, imprisoned? Could he not brave all such
risks, for the satisfaction of keeping a pledge made to a man who had
shown him kindness? And he recalled the words, once spoken through
Corinna, “Not to be happy, but to deserve happiness.”
Besides, might he not again escape? Yes! He would go back to Charlton’s
office. He would surrender himself as he had promised. The words which
Colonel Hyde had conceived to be of no more binding force than a wreath
of tobacco-smoke were the chain stronger than steel that drew the negro
back to the fulfilment of his pledge. “So help me God!” Could he profane
those words, and ever look up again to Heaven for succor?
And so he rose, took one despairing look at the boat, where he could see
Flora pointing out to her little boy the wonders of the river, and then
rushed away in the direction of Broadway. There was no lack of
omnibuses, but no friendly driver would give him a seat on top, and he
was excluded by social prejudice from the inside. It was twenty minutes
to five when he reached Union Park. Thence running all the way in the
middle of the street with the carriages, he reached Charlton’s office
before the clock had finished striking the hour.
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