Peculiar: A Tale of the Great TransitionSargent, Epes
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Peculiar: A Tale of the Great Transition
Sargent, Epes
African Americans -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
The next Sunday, in putting on my best pantaloons, I found in the right
pocket two gold quarter-eagles. Yes! There could now be no doubt. I had
misjudged Mrs. Dufour. Her stinginess was all a pretence. Touched with
gratitude, yet humiliated, I went to return the gold. It was plain that
Madame knew nothing about it. I looked at Estelle, who sat at a window
mending a muslin collar.
“Can you explain, Mademoiselle?” I asked.
“Explain what?” she inquired, as if she had been too absorbed in her own
thoughts to hear a word of the conversation.
“Can you explain how those gold pieces came into my pocket?”
Without the least sign of guilt, she replied, “I cannot explain, sir.”
Was she deceiving me? I thought not. Though we had met twice a day at
meals for weeks, her demeanor towards me had been always distant and
reserved.
It was my habit daily, after giving a morning lesson to my pupil, to
walk a couple of hours on the Levee. One forenoon, on account of the
heat of the weather, I returned home an hour earlier than usual. Henri
and his mother were out riding. As I entered the house I heard the sound
of the piano, and stopped in the hall to listen. It was Estelle at the
instrument.
I had left on the music-stand a rough score of my arrangement of that
remarkable composition, then newly published in Europe, the music and
words of which Colonel Pestal wrote with a link of his fetters on his
prison-wall the day before his execution. I had translated the original
song, and written it on the same page with the music. What was my
astonishment to hear the whole piece,—this new _De Profundis_, this
mortal cry from the depths of a proud, indignant heart,—a cry condensed
by music into tones the most apt and fervid,—now reproduced by Estelle
with such passionate power, such reality of emotion, that I was struck
at once with admiration and with horror.
They were not, then, for Pestal so much as for Estelle,—those utterances
of holy wrath and angelic defiance! The words by themselves are
simple,—commonplace, if you will.[18] But, conveyed to the ear through
Pestal’s music and Estelle’s voice, they seemed vivid with the very
lightning of the soul. As she sang, the victim towered above the
oppressor like an archangel above a fiend. The prison-walls fell
outward, and the welcoming heavens opened to the triumphant captive.
I entered the room. She turned suddenly. Her face had not yet recovered
from the expression of those emotions which the song had called up. She
rose with the air of an avenging goddess. Then, seeing me, she drew up
her clasped hands to her bosom with a gesture full of grace and eloquent
with deprecation, and said, “Forgive me if I have disturbed your
papers.”
“Estelle!” I began. Then, seeing her look of surprise, I said, “Excuse
me if the address is too familiar; but I know you by no other name.”
“Estelle is all sufficient,” she replied.
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