Peculiar: A Tale of the Great TransitionSargent, Epes
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Peculiar: A Tale of the Great Transition
Sargent, Epes
African Americans -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
Shall I confess it? Such was the influence of education, of inherited
prejudice, and of social proscription, that when she told me she was a
slave, I shuddered as a high-caste Brahmin might when he finds that the
man he has taken by the hand is a Pariah. Estelle was too keen of
penetration not to detect it; and she drew her robe away from my touch,
and moved her chair back a little.
My ancestors, with the exception of my father, had been slaveholders
ever since 1625. I had lived all my life in a community where slavery
was held a righteous and a necessary institution. I had never allowed
myself to question its policy or its justice. Skepticism as to a God or
a future state was venial, nay, rather fashionable; but woe to the youth
who should play the Pyrrhonist in the matter of slavery!
Yet it was not fear, it was not self-interest, that made me acquiesce;
it was simply a failure to exercise my proper powers of thought. I took
the word of others,—of interested parties, of social charlatans, of
sordid, self-stultified fanatics,—that the system was the best possible
one that could be conceived of, both for blacks and whites. From the
false social atmosphere in which I had grown up I had derived the
accretions that went to build up and solidify my moral being.
And so if St. Paul or Fenelon, Shakespeare or Newton, had come to me
with ebonized faces, I should have refused them the privileges of an
equal. To such folly are we shaped by what we passively receive from
society! To such outrages on justice and common sense are we reconciled
simply by the inertness of our brains, not to speak of the hollowness of
our hearts!
Estelle paused, and almost despaired, when she saw the effect upon me of
her confession. But I pressed her to a conclusion of her story, and then
asked, “Who has any claim upon you, in the event of Madame Dufour’s
dying intestate?”
“Nearly all her property,” replied Estelle, “is mortgaged to her nephew,
Carberry Ratcliff, and he is her only heir.”
“Give me some account of him.”
“He is a South Carolinian by birth. Some years ago he married a Creole
lady, by whom he got a fine cotton-plantation on the Red River, stocked
with several hundred slaves. He has a house and garden in Lafayette, but
lives most of the time on his plantation at Loraine.”
“Have you ever seen him?”
“Yes; the first time only ten days ago, and he has been here four times
since to call on Madame Dufour, though he rarely used to visit her
oftener than twice a year.”
As Estelle spoke, her eyes flashed, and her breast heaved.
“How did he behave to you, Estelle?”
“How should the lord of a plantation behave to a comely female slave? Of
course he insulted me both with looks and words. What more could you
expect of such a connoisseur in flesh and blood as the planter who
recruits his gangs at slave-auctions? Do not ask me how he behaved.”
I rose, deeply agitated, and paced the room.
“What sort of a looking man is this Mr. Ratcliff?”
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