Peculiar: A Tale of the Great TransitionSargent, Epes
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Peculiar: A Tale of the Great Transition
Sargent, Epes
African Americans -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
She had a quick sense of the humorous which made hers an atmosphere of
smiles. She would make me laugh by the odd and childish, yet charming
pet phrases she would lavish upon me. She would amuse me by her anxiety
in catering for me at meal-time, and making her humble fare seem
sumptuous by her devices of speech, as well as by her culinary arts. The
good nuns with whom she had lived had made her a thorough housekeeper,
and a paragon of neatness. She wanted further to be my valet, my very
slave, anticipating my wants, and forestalling every little effort which
I might put forth.
My object now was to raise the sum necessary for our departure from the
city. I took pupils in music among the humblest classes,—among the free
blacks and even the slaves. I would be absent from nine o’clock in the
morning till five in the afternoon. Estelle aided me in my purpose. She
learned from Mrs. Mallet the art of making baskets, and contrived some
of a new pattern which met a ready sale. We began to lay up five,
sometimes six dollars a day.
Once I met Mr. Ratcliff in Carondelet Street. He evidently recognized
me, for he turned on me a glance full of arrogance and hate. The
encounter made me uneasy, but, thinking the mention of it might produce
needless anxiety, I said nothing about it to Estelle. We were sitting
that very evening in our little room. Estelle, always childlike, was in
my lap, questioning me closely about all the incidents of the day,—what
streets I had walked through; what persons I had seen; if I had been
thinking of her, &c. I answered all her questions but one, and she
seemed content; and then whispered in my ears the intelligence that she
was likely to be the mother of my child. Delightful announcement! And
yet with the thrill of satisfaction came a pang of solicitude.
“Do you believe,” prattled Estelle, “there ever were two people so
happy? I can’t help recalling those words you read me the other night
from your dear father’s last part, ‘If it were now to die, ’t were now
to be most happy.’ It seems to me as if the felicity of a long life had
been concentrated into these few weeks, and as if we were cheating our
mortal lot in allowing ourselves to be quite so happy.”
Was this the sigh of her presaging heart?
I resolved on immediate action. The next day (a Wednesday) I passed upon
the Levee. After many inquiries, I found a ship laden with cotton that
would sail the following Sunday for Boston. The captain agreed to give
up his best state-room for a hundred dollars. It should be ready for our
occupancy on Saturday. I closed with his offer at once. Estelle rejoiced
at the arrangement.
“What has happened to-day?” I asked her.
“Nothing of moment,” she replied. “Two men called to get names for a
Directory.”
“What did you tell them?”
“That if they wanted my husband’s name, they must get it from him
personally.”
“You did well. Were they polite?”
“Very, and seemed to seek excuses for lingering; but, getting no
encouragement, they left.”
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