Seeing how she was near a path, I lounged out of door, and crossing the
road, would make as though to walk by her, casually, and for exercise
and air. It was my plan to greet Peg, and next drift into word with her
as in the old time. The old time! It was not days away, and yet it
seemed as distant as my cradle! I would drift into speech of her, I say,
and trust to fortune and my wit to bring down the explanation I believed
might solve a reconciliation for us. It was a stratagem sagacious
enough, but Peg granted me no chance of its test.
Before I could get to Peg, indeed, before I journeyed half the distance,
she arose, careless and contained, as though she had not observed
me--albeit I am sure she had--and would be moving for her own gate. At
this I half halted; and Peg, striking out into a rapid walk, was in a
moment the other side of her door. A little later I saw her standing by
a window.
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With Peg's flight I was abashed; it was so sure she wished to dodge me.
Then a kind of anger took me in hand and I started towards her house. I
do not know what was my precise thought in this, or whether I would have
gone forward to lift the great knocker on the panel. As it fell forth,
however, Peg, on seeing me coming, whipped away from the window; with
that my heart would turn all to water and I faced sadly about.
Being abroad in the streets, I now went on to walk, and to clear my
bosom of that unhappiness which lay so heavy on it. I walked on and on,
with no clear purpose until the thing to strike my notice was how here
before me sprawled that vine which, on a summer day, Peg characterized
for its wanderings and said it was like her.
Why I should go seeking this vine is by no means plain; and yet I must
have owned to some hope of its succor, since I stood long to consider
it, and cast about with my eyes if, by any luck of nature, a stout true
tree stood at hand which might be given it for support. There was none;
the poor vine must live and die unwedded on the loveless ground.
Somehow it magnified my sorrow when I could learn no way to help Peg's
vine. But so it abode; there it should lie until the end. And the vine
would seem to realize this, too; for it looked desolate, with leaves
frost-seared and discolored like perished hopes.
It can not be said that I was uplifted of my walk, and I returned home,
if the fact must out, more unhappy than on any day since I last looked
on the Cumberland. It is curious, also, that this woe of Peg's coldness
towards me should precipitate itself in wrath upon the General. But thus
it did; for that innocent soldier had but to breathe Peg's name as we
sat with our pipes that night, and all in a setting of conversation most
commonplace, when I was upon him like a panther, snarling demands and
clawing for replies, as to how much more time he expected me to steal
from my plantations to waste upon him and his affairs.
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