“Where should have lodged more kindness for me than I now find here?”
cried Peg, when the General was quite gone forth of the room. Then
raising her warm eyes to mine where I sat wondering, now cold, now hot,
would she go, or would she stay to talk with me, she gazed upon me with
a steady, friendly look, which, for all it lacked of distance or any
spirit of resentment, yet bred within me a feeling of confusion. I knew
not how to meet it, and I could find no word to say. “And now,” said
Peg, after a pause, but very kindly, “let us have a fair moment of
friendship. No,” she went on, stopping me with her hand as I was
beginning to stumble forward upon an apology for my ill words against
Eaton, “no; let me talk. You have no genius of explanation; you would
speak only to worsen things. Besides, you dwell in the same darkness now
you ever did.”
“And it was to say that,” I interjected, for I was bound to some remark,
“I started to speak. It was to tell you how I had no close knowledge of
your husband and owned no right of information to criticise him.”
“Watch-dog!” cried Peg, motioning with little hands for silence,
“watch-dog, will you have done?”
There was something of pain and reproach in this to stop me as though I
had been planet-struck. Nor could I determine Peg's feeling, nor catch
the color of it in a least of shade. For the most, I felt amazement, and
was set back by the plain agitation of her, an agitation greater than
was to have been looked for in one who came solely to pardon me those
trespasses against good decent taste.
Peg called herself together with a shake of the head that had for one
piquant effect the whipping of her shock of curls about her face, and
leaving them a tangle to fall forward on her shoulders.
“Hear me,” went on Peg, brightening, and peering out on me in an arch
way through her curls; “you are guilty of no wrong save the wrong of
incredible dullness. Therefore you are to offer no defence. Even your
dullness should have been a virtue in my eyes, since it spoke only of
your honor, and told of the lofty place I hold in your regard.” Now I
could see how Peg was at least accepting all I had said, and not one
part only, and would give me credit for a compliment to herself, while
she refused my strictures upon Eaton. “Observe, then; I have resolved we
two shall be good friends. Better friends than before, because better
to understand one another. And our trouble was my fault, too, not yours.
Nor had I one right foot to go upon.”
“Now, that is the maddest charity of error!” cried I.
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