“And there,” cried Peg, with an unctuous gurgle, “was it not a best of
fortunes, watchdog, that she should give me that opportunity? Now we are
quits; and I think, too, I have her in my debt.”
There was nothing to be said to this, and
I made myself content with thoughts of how we were no worse off.
Late one afternoon when the hour was drawing towards the close of the
day, I had planted myself at a window and was looking across to the
President's Square, and, since her gables were of necessity in the
corner of my eye, carrying Peg vaguely on my meditations. It had been a
still, windless day of the early spring, but, for all it stood so late
of the season, with a heaviness in the air that smelled of snow.
Now I am not one readily to be borne upon by imps in blue, and would
commonly give you the reason of my gloomy mood, if gloom I were a spoil
to. But this was the day odd for me, since I was pressed hard with a
sense of disaster and the feeling as of some threat in the air like a
knife, that I liked not at all and understood still less. What was it to
so hang upon me like a millstone or a sibyl-spoken prophecy of death? I
would try to laugh it down; but the smile I wrung from my unwilling lips
owned so much of bitterness that in mere defence I surrendered myself to
a pensive resignation instead, as being of two evils the lesser one, and
so paused for what blow might descend upon me. Some disaster pended, of
that my spirit went convinced; and I folded my hands and waited for the
future to announce its name.
While I was thus by the window it began to snow. It was of your
left-over storms which have been held captive in caverns of the clouds,
to at last escape and overtake the world a month or more behind the
proper time. There was no stir to the air, and the day went still and
moderate; and yet I never looked on such a fall of snow, with flakes big
and soft as a baby's hands. Even as I gazed, the ground under my eyes
turned from a new spring green to white, while the trees across were
snow from roots to very finger-tips, and showed in milky fretwork
against the low dullness of the sky.
As I stood watching these white changes in the face of things--for
the spectacle would charm me like mesmerism and made me forget my
forebodes--the General laid a gentle hand upon my shoulder. This, too,
had its side to startle, for the General, while as tender as a woman,
was in nowise demonstrative, and not one to be patting your shoulder or
slapping your back.
In dim fashion those thin fingers would add themselves to that threat of
sadness, and stir a new alarm inside my bosom.
“What is it?” I asked, as though he solicited my notice to something
urgent or unusual; “what should it be now?”--my voice not firm but
tremulous.
The General looked on me with an affectionate, consolatory eye, and yet,
somehow, his glance would fit in ominously with my feeling. I could tell
how I stood at the point of bad tidings.
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