Without demur or question I took my place beside her and shut the door;
with that, Rivera cracking a thong over the sleepy horses to rouse them,
the carriage at a slow pace began moving Georgetown way.
“Hold me close to you,” whispered Peg, her low tones falling on my ears
like a cry of pain, “hold me close to you; I am cold.”
CHAPTER XVI.--LOVE'S FUNERAL IN THE SNOW.
As though in a dream I took Peg in under my great cloak, and having my
arm about her would now hold her close and warm to my side. Her ear was
over my heart as her face lay pressed against me, and I only hope she
could understand the story of that throbbing.
For myself I was in a mid-swirl of mere confusion, with my wits all
upside down, and no clear notion of what I did or why. The General's
word of that Florida business, the cabinet to break and Peg to go away
from me, made it for the moment as though the floor of the world had
given way beneath my feet. It would provoke chaos and seem the end of
things.
It was never said of me, even by the least informed, that I would be
swayed in any kind or made to pause in what I went about by the counsel
of conventionality. I had lived a life half-bitted, and for the main
with bridle on my neck; the last I cared for were the frowns or the
smiles of folk. If it were a woman to talk against the teeth of my
fancy, I would turn my back on her; if a man, I had a way to gag his
tongue if it should be no better than the butt of my pistol. And yet,
however loose my habit or dull my knowledge of those matters, I did not
go without a fashion of cold shock on Peg's behalf when I was so far my
own man again as to dwell on our position--we, plodding through the snow
and the darkness, locked in that carriage.
This mood of apprehension was so much in the upper-hand with me that
it came to be the impulse, and would suggest the topic I laid tongue to
when first I found my words. It was not without a mighty effort of the
will that I obliged myself to some steadiness of utterance. Then, and
not very craftily, I might observe, I, in the manner of one who
thinks aloud, and surely as much to myself as to Peg, gave vent to an
exclamation under my breath. Indeed, I would not have looked for Peg
to hear me, since her head--pretty ears and all--was buried beneath the
thick folds of my cloak.
“What if folk were to know!” I said.
Then came Peg's voice like a half stifled murmur of despair.
“What should I care who knows?” cried she. “It is my heart's funeral! My
heart is dead and we go upon its funeral in this snow!”
At that, without well heeding what I was about, and doubtless drawn to
it by the note of woe in Peg's tones, I held her to my side even more
closely than before. Thus we remained for a long space in utter silence,
neither speaking a word, while the quiet storm stole down upon us and
the slow wheels forced their passage through the white cold levels of
the snow.
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