Pelham — CompleteLytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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Pelham — Complete
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
Adventure stories; English fiction -- 19th century; Great Britain -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
“My friend,” said I, “I wish neither to wound your modesty, nor to
impugn your pursuits; but think you not that it would be better, both
for men and for yourself, that, while you are yet in the vigour of your
age and reason, you occupy your ingenuity and application in some more
useful and lofty work, than that which you suffered me to glance at in
your library; and moreover, as the great object of him who would perfect
his mind, is first to strengthen the faculties of his body, would it
not be prudent in you to lessen for a time your devotion to books; to
exercise yourself in the fresh air--to relax the bow, by loosing the
string; to mix more with the living, and impart to men in conversation,
as well as in writing, whatever the incessant labour of many years
may have hoarded? Come, if not to town, at least to its vicinity; the
profits of your living, if even tolerably managed, will enable you to
do so without inconvenience. Leave your books to their shelves, and your
flock to their curate, and--you shake your head--do I displease you?”
“No, no, my kind and generous adviser--but as the twig was set, the tree
must grow. I have not been without that ambition which, however vain and
sinful, is the first passion to enter the wayward and tossing vessel of
our soul, and the last to leave its stranded and shattered wreck; but
mine found and attained its object at an age, when in others it is, as
yet, a vague and unsettled feeling; and it feeds now rather upon the
recollections of what has been, than ventures forward on a sea of
untried and strange expectation. As for my studies! how can you, who
have, and in no moderate draught, drank of the old stream of Castaly,
how can you ask me now to change them? Are not the ancients my food, my
aliment, my solace in sorrow--my sympathizers, my very benefactors,
in joy? Take them away from me, and you take away the very winds which
purify and give motion to the obscure and silent current of my life.
Besides, my Pelham, it cannot have escaped your observation, that there
is little in my present state which promises a long increase of days:
the few that remain to me must glide away like their predecessors;
and whatever be the infirmities of my body, and the little harassments
which, I am led to suspect, do occasionally molest the most fortunate,
who link themselves unto the unstable and fluctuating part of creation,
which we term women, more especially in an hymeneal capacity--whatever
these may be, I have my refuge and my comforter in the golden-souled
and dreaming Plato, and the sententious wisdom of the less imaginative
Seneca. Nor, when I am reminded of my approaching dissolution by the
symptoms which do mostly at the midnight hour press themselves upon me,
is there a small and inglorious pleasure in the hope that I may meet
hereafter, in those islands of the blest which they dimly dreamt of, but
which are opened unto my vision, without a cloud, or mist, or shadow
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