"Ephraim," said his mother, "I have spared the rod with you all my
life because you were sick. Your brother and your sister have both
rebelled against the Lord and against me. You are all the child I've
got left. You've got to mind me and do right. I ain't goin' to spare
you any longer because you ain't well. It is better you should be
sick than be well and wicked and disobedient. It is better that your
body should suffer than your immortal soul. Stand still."
Deborah raised her stick, and brought it down. She raised it again,
but suddenly Ephraim made a strange noise and sunk away before it,
down in a heap on the floor.
Caleb heard him fall, and came quickly.
"Oh, mother," he sobbed, "is he dead? What ails him?"
"He's got a bad spell," said Deborah. "Help me lay him on the bed."
Her face was ghastly. She spoke with hoarse pulls for breath, but she
did not flinch. She and Caleb laid Ephraim on his bed; then she
worked over him for a few minutes with mustard and hot-water--all the
simple remedies in which she was skilled. She tried to pour a little
of the doctor's medicine into his mouth, but he did not swallow, and
she wiped it away.
"Go an' get Barney to run for the doctor, quick!" she told Caleb at
last. Caleb fled, sobbing aloud like a child, out of the house.
Deborah closed the boy's eyes, and straightened him a little in the
bed. Then she stood over him there, and began to pray aloud. It was a
strange prayer, full of remorse, of awful agony, of self-defense of
her own act, and her own position as the vicar of God upon earth for
her child. "I couldn't let him go astray too!" she shrieked out. "I
couldn't, I couldn't! O Lord, thou knowest that I couldn't! I
would--have lain him upon--the altar, as Abraham laid Isaac! Oh,
Ephraim, my son, my son, my son!"
Deborah prayed on and on. The doctor and a throng of pale women came
in; the yard was full of shocked and staring people. Deborah heeded
nothing; she prayed on.
Some of the women got her into her own room. She stayed there, with a
sort of rigid settling into the spot where she was placed and she
pleaded with the Lord for upholding and justification until the
daylight faded, and all night. The women, Mrs. Ray and the doctor's
wife, who watched with poor Ephraim, heard her praying all night
long. They sat in grave silence, and their eyes kept meeting with
shocked significance as they listened to her. Now and then they wet
the cloth on Ephraim's face. About two o'clock Mrs. Ray tiptoed into
the pantry, and brought forth a mince-pie. "I found one that had been
cut on the top shelf," she whispered. She and the doctor's wife ate
the remainder of poor Ephraim's pie.
The two women stayed next day and assisted in preparations for the
funeral. Deborah seemed to have no thought for any of her household
duties. She stayed in her bedroom most of the time, and her praying
voice could be heard at intervals.
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