"Well, mebbe we'll come over to-morrow," said Hannah. "We've got some
pillow-slips to trim, an' we can bring them. You'd better ask Sarah
an' Charlotte, if she can stay away from Rebecca Thayer's long
enough."
"Yes, I will," said Sylvia, feebly, over her shoulder.
"We'll come early," said Hannah. Then the sisters sped apart through
the early winter darkness. Poor Sylvia fairly groaned out loud when
her sister was out of hearing and she had turned the corner of the
old road.
"What shall I do? what shall I do?" she muttered.
Her sisters to tea meant hot biscuits and plum sauce and pie and
pound-cake and tea. Sylvia had yet a little damson sauce at the
bottom of a jar, although she had not preserved last year, for lack
of sugar; but hot biscuits and pie, the pound-cake and tea would have
to be provided.
She felt again of the little money-store in her pocket; that was all
that stood between her and the poor-house; every penny was a barrier
and had its carefully calculated value. This outlay would reduce
terribly her little period of respite and independence; yet she
hesitated as little as Fouquet planning the splendid entertainment,
which would ruin him, for Louis XIII.
Her sisters and nieces must come to tea; and all the food, which was
the village fashion and as absolute in its way as court etiquette,
must be provided.
"They'll suspect if I don't," said Sylvia Crane.
She rolled away the stone from the door and entered her solitary
house. She lighted her candle and prepared for bed. She did not get
any supper. She said to herself with a sudden fierceness, which came
over her at times--a mild impulse of rebellion which indicated
perhaps some strain from far-off, untempered ancestors, which had
survived New England generations--that she did not care if she never
ate supper again.
"They're all comin' troopin' in here to-morrow, an' it's goin' to
take about all the little I've got left to get victuals for 'em, an'
I've got to go without to-night if I starve!" she cried out quite
loud and defiantly, as if her hard providence lurked within hearing
in some dark recess of the room.
She raked ashes over the coals in the fireplace. "I'll go to bed an'
save the fire, too," she said; "it'll take about all the wood I've
got left to-morrow. I've got to heat the oven. Might as well go to
bed, an' lay there forever, anyway. If I stayed up till doomsday
nobody'd come."
Sylvia set the shovel back with a vicious clatter; then she struck
out--like a wilful child who hurts itself because of its rage and
impotent helplessness to hurt aught else--her thin, red hand against
the bricks of the chimney. She looked at the bruises on it with
bitter exultation, as if she saw in them some evidence of her own
freedom and power, even to her own hurt.
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