"Oh, I don't mean nothin'," answered Sarah Barnard. She glanced at
her daughter Charlotte and smiled slyly, but Charlotte never returned
the glance and smile. She sewed steadily. Rose colored, but she said
nothing. She looked very pretty and happy, as she sat there, sewing
knitted lace on her wedding-pillows; and she really was happy. Her
passionate heart had really satisfied itself with the boyish lover
whom she would have despised except for lack of a better. She was and
would be happy enough; it was only a question of deterioration of
character, and the nobility of applying to the need of love the rules
of ordinary hunger and thirst, and eating contentedly the crust when
one could not get the pie, of drinking the water when one could not
get the wine. Contentment may be sometimes a degradation; but she was
happier than she had ever been in her life, although she had a little
sense of humiliation when she reflected that Tommy Ray, younger than
herself, tending store under her brother, was not exactly a brilliant
match for her, and that everybody in the village would think so. So
she colored angrily when her aunt Sarah spoke as she did, although
she said nothing. But her mother, although she had rebelled in
private bitterly against her daughter's choice, was ready enough to
take up the cudgels for her in public.
"Well," said Hannah Berry, "two old maids in the family is about
enough, accordin' to my way of thinkin'."
"It's better to be an old maid than to marry somebody you don't want,
jest for the sake of bein' married," retorted Sarah Barnard,
fiercely.
The two sisters clashed like two thorny bushes of one family in a
gale the whole afternoon. The two daughters sewed silently, and
Sylvia knitted a stocking with scarcely a word until she arose to get
tea.
Cephas and Silas both came to tea, which was served in state, with a
fine linen table-cloth, and Sylvia's mother's green and white
sprigged china. Nobody suspected, as they tasted the damson sauce
with the thin silver spoons, as they tilted the green and white
teacups to their lips, and ate the rich pound-cake and pie, what a
very feast of renunciation and tragedy this was to poor Sylvia Crane.
Cephas and Silas, indeed, knew that money had been advanced her by
the town upon her estate, but they were far from suspecting, and,
indeed, were unwilling to suspect, how nearly it was exhausted and
the property lived out. It was only a meagre estimate that the town
of Pembroke had made of the Crane ancestral acres. If Silas and
Cephas had ever known what it was, they had dismissed it from their
minds, they were interested in not knowing. Suppose their wives
should want to give her a home and support.
The women knew nothing whatever.
When they went home, an hour after tea, Hannah Berry turned to Sylvia
in the doorway. "I suppose you know the weddin' is comin' off pretty
soon now," said she.
"Yes, I s'posed 'twas," answered Sylvia, trying to smile.
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