She was much happier, although she would have sternly denied it to
herself, when she was watching with the sick and putting her
wonderful needle-work into shrouds, for it was in request for that
also.
Except for an increase in staidness and dignity, and a certain
decorous change in her garments, Charlotte Barnard did not seem to
grow old at all. Her girlish bloom never faded under her sober
bonnet, although ten years had gone by since her own marriage had
been broken off.
Barney used to watch furtively Charlotte going past. He knew quite
well when she was helping such and such a girl get ready to be
married. He saw her going home, a swift shadowy figure, after dark,
with her few poor shillings in her pocket. That she should go out to
work filled him with a fierce resentment. With a childish and
masculine disregard for all except bare actualities, he could not see
why she need to, why she could not let him help her. He knew that
Cephas Barnard's income was very meagre, that Charlotte needed her
little earnings for the barest necessaries; but why could she not let
him give them to her?
Barney was laying up money. He had made his will, whereby he left
everything to Charlotte, and to her children after her if she
married. He worked very hard. In summer he tilled his great farm, in
winter he cut wood.
The winter of the tenth year after his quarrel with Charlotte was a
very severe one--full of snow-storms and fierce winds, and bitterly
cold. All winter long the swamps were frozen up, and men could get
into them to cut wood. Barney went day after day and cut the wood in
a great swamp a mile behind his house. He stood from morning until
night hewing down the trees, which had gotten their lusty growth from
the graves of their own kind. Their roots were sunken deep among and
twined about the very bones of their fathers which helped make up the
rich frozen soil of the great swamp. The crusty snow was three feet
deep; the tall blackberry vines were hooped with snow, set fast at
either end like snares: it was hard work making one's way through
them. The snow was over the heads of those dried weeds which did not
blow away in the autumn, but stayed on their stalks with that
persistency of life that outlives death; but all the sturdy bushes,
which were almost trees, the swamp-pinks and the wild-roses, waxed
gigantic, lost their own outlines, and stretched out farther under
their loads of snow.
Barney hewed wood in the midst of this white tangle of trees and
bushes and vines, which were like a wild, dumb multitude of
death-things pressing ever against him, trying to crowd him away.
When he hit them as he passed, they swung back in his face with a
semblance of life. If a squirrel chattered and leaped between some
white boughs, he started as if some dead thing had come to life, for
it seemed like the voice and motion of death rather than of life.
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