Barney turned aside from the main road into the old untravelled one
leading past Sylvia Crane's house. It appeared scarcely more than a
lane; the old wheel-ruts were hidden between green weedy ridges, the
bordering stone-walls looked like long green barrows, being overgrown
with poison-ivy vines and rank shrubs. For a long way there was no
house except Sylvia Crane's. There was one cellar where a house had
stood before Barney could remember. There were a few old blackened
chimney-bricks still there, the step-stone worn by dead and forgotten
feet, and the old lilac-bushes that had grown against the front
windows. Two poplar-trees, too, stood where the front yard had met
the road, casting long shadows like men. Sylvia Crane's house was
just beyond, and Barney passed it with a furtive anxious glance,
because Charlotte's aunt lived there. He saw nobody at the windows,
but the guardian-stone was quite rolled away from the door, so Sylvia
was at home.
Barney walked a little way beyond; then he sat down on the
stone-wall, and remained there, motionless. He heard the meeting-bell
farther away, then it ceased. The wind was quite crisp and cool, and
it smote his back from the northwest. He could smell wild-grapes and
the pungent odor of decaying leaves. The autumn was beginning, and
over his thoughts, raised like a ghost from the ashes of the summer,
stole a vague vision of the winter. He saw for a second the driving
slant of the snow-storm over the old drifting road, he saw the white
slant of Sylvia's house-roof through it. And at the same time a
curious, pleasant desire, which might be primitive and coeval with
the provident passion of the squirrels and honey-bees, thrilled him.
Then he dismissed it bitterly. What need of winter-stores and
provisions for sweet home-comfort in the hearts of freezing storms
was there for him? What did he care whether or not he laid in stores
of hearth-wood, of garden produce, of apples, just for himself in his
miserable solitude? The inborn desire of Northern races at the
approach of the sterile winters, containing, as do all desires to
insure their fulfilment, the elements of human pleasure, failed
suddenly to move him when he remembered that his human life, in one
sense, was over.
[Illustration: "He remained there motionless"]
Opposite him across the road, in an old orchard, was a tree full of
apples. The low sun struck them, and they showed spheres of rosy
orange, as brilliant as Atalanta's apples of gold, against the
background of dark violet clouds. Barney looked at this tree, which
was glorified for the time almost out of its common meaning as a
tree, as he might have looked at a gorgeous procession passing before
him, while his mind was engrossed with his own misery, seeming to
project before his eyes like a veil.
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