"I ain't Richard," said Barney; but she did not seem to hear him. She
looked straight in his face with a strange boldness, her body
inclined towards him, her head thrown back. Her thin, faded cheeks
were burning, her blue eyes eager, her lips twitching with pitiful
smiles. The room was dim with candle-light, but everything in it was
distinct, and Sylvia Crane, looking straight at Barney Thayer's face,
saw the face of Richard Alger.
Suddenly Barney himself had a curious impression. The features of
Richard Alger instead of his own seemed to look back at him from his
own thoughts. He dashed his hand across his face with an impatient,
bewildered motion, as if he brushed away unseen cobwebs, and stood
up. "You have made--" he began again; but Sylvia interrupted him with
a weak cry. "Set down here, set down here, jest a minute, if you
don't want to kill me!" she wailed out, and she clutched at his
sleeve and pulled him down, and before he knew what she was doing had
shrunk close to him, and laid her head on his shoulder. She went on
talking desperately in her weak voice--strained shrill octaves above
her ordinary tone.
"I've had this--sofa ten years," she said--"ten years, Richard--an'
you never set with me on it before, an'--you'd been comin'--here a
long while before that came betwixt us last spring, Richard. Ain't
you forgiven me yet?"
Barney made no reply.
"Can't you put your arm around me jest once, Richard?" she went on.
"You ain't never, an' you've been comin' here a long while. I've had
this sofa ten years."
Barney put his arm around her, seemingly with no volition of his own.
"It's six months to-day sence you came last," Sylvia said--"it's six
whole months; an' when I see you goin' past to-night, it didn't seem
as if I could bear it--it didn't seem as if I could bear it,
Richard." Sylvia turned her pale profile closer to Barney's breast
and sobbed faintly. "I've watched so long for you," she sighed out;
"all these months I've sat there at the window, strainin' my eyes
into the dark. Oh, you don't know, Richard, you won't never know!"
Barney trembled with Sylvia's sobs. He sat with a serious
shamefacedness, his arm around the poor bony waist, staring over the
faded fair head, which had never lain on any lover's breast except in
dreams. For the moment he could not stir; he had a feeling of horror,
as if he saw his own double. There was a subtle resemblance which
lay deeper than the features between him and Richard Alger. Sylvia
saw it, and he saw his own self reflected as Richard Alger in that
straining mental vision of hers which exceeded the spiritual one.
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