But that whisper which had shocked her ear had already begun to be
repeated all over the village--by furtive matrons, behind their
hands, when the children had been sent out of the room; by girls,
blushing beneath each other's eyes as they whispered; by the lounging
men in the village store; it was sent like an evil strain through the
consciousness of the village, until everybody except Rebecca's own
family had heard it.
Barnabas saw little of other people, and nobody dared repeat the
whisper to him, and they had too much mercy or too little courage to
repeat it to Caleb or Deborah. Indeed, it is doubtful if any woman in
the village, even Hannah Berry, would have ventured to face Deborah
Thayer with this rumor concerning her daughter.
Deborah had of late felt anxious about Rebecca, who did not seem like
herself. Her face was strangely changed; all the old meaning had gone
out of it, and given place to another, which her mother could not
interpret. Sometimes Rebecca looked like a stranger to her as she
moved about the house. She said to many that Rebecca was miserable,
and was incensed that she got so little sympathy in response. Once
when Rebecca fainted in meeting, and had to be carried out, she felt
in the midst of her alarm a certain triumph. "I guess folks will see
now that I ain't been fussin' over her for nothin'," she thought.
When Rebecca revived under a sprinkle of water, out in the vestibule,
she said impatiently to the other women bending their grave,
concerned faces over her, "She's been miserable for some time. I
ain't surprised at this at all myself."
Deborah watched over Rebecca with a fierce, pecking tenderness like a
bird. She brewed great bowls of domestic medicines from nuts and
herbs, and made her drink whether she would or not. She sent her to
bed early, and debarred her from the night air. She never had a
suspicion of the figure slipping softly as a shadow across the north
parlor and out the front door night after night.
She never exchanged a word with Rebecca about William Berry. She
tried to persuade herself that Rebecca no longer thought much about
him; she drove from her mind the fear lest Rebecca's illness might be
due to grief at parting from him. She looked at Thomas Payne with a
speculative eye; she thought that he would make a good husband for
Rebecca; she dreamed of him, and built bridal castles for him and her
daughter, as she knitted those yards of lace at night, when Rebecca
had gone to bed in her little room off the north parlor. When Thomas
Payne went west a month after Charlotte Barnard had refused him, she
transferred her dreams to some fine stranger who should come to the
village and at once be smitten with Rebecca. She never thought it
possible that Rebecca could be persisting in her engagement to
William Berry against her express command. Her own obstinacy was
incredible to her in her daughter; she had not the slightest
suspicion of it, and Rebecca had less to guard against.
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