Penelope : $b or, Love's labour lost. A novel. Volume 1 (of 3)Scargill, William Pitt
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Penelope : $b or, Love's labour lost. A novel. Volume 1 (of 3)
Scargill, William Pitt
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Penelope was glad to be liberated from the interview with her ladyship,
and to enjoy for a while the solitude which her apartment afforded. An
apartment had been provided for her reception in the town residence
of the Earl of Smatterton; and though the ascent to it was rather
laborious, yet it had the blessed comfort of affording to the troubled
one an opportunity of sitting alone, and shedding a few tears, and
communing with her own heart. There are some states of mind in which
the sufferer feels most and greatest consolation in being left to the
thoughts of solitude. There was however even in solitude nothing
pleasing for Penelope to meditate upon: but hope is an artist that
draws its finest scenes upon the darkest ground. Amidst all the losses
which she had experienced, and the pains which she had suffered, and
the dreaded anticipations of evils yet to come, still Penelope could
think that her father was yet living, and might perhaps soon make his
appearance in England, and fulfil those promises of which she had
often indirectly heard. It was painful to her that she could not form
any idea of her father. She had always regarded him as an object of
compassion; for her uncle in the candour of his heart never uttered
words of reproach against Mr Primrose; but, when he spoke of him,
called him his poor brother, his unfortunate kinsman, and he always
seemed to regard him as a victim to others’ vices and not to his own.
Penelope could not form an idea of a being more fatherly than Dr
Greendale had always been to her; and whenever her young ears caught
the sound of sympathy or sorrow for her lot as a poor fatherless
child, she denied in her own heart the applicability of such language
to herself. She knew that she had a father living abroad, but she felt
that a father had died at home. When, however, upon this absent living
father Penelope knew that her only hope and dependence could rest, then
did she with more fixedness of mind direct her thoughts and prayers
thitherward. It was some consolation to her that some little time must
elapse before she could by any possibility make her appearance in
public; this would be some alleviation, and might perhaps produce some
change. The language however which the Countess had used respecting
to-morrow, seemed to indicate that some commencement of publicity was
destined for her even at that early date. And this thought was a dark
spot in the picture of hope. So all the bright expectations which
mortals cherish, have in their foreground something harshly real and
coarsely literal. Many hours however the poor deserted one did not
meditate upon melancholy, or on brighter scenes. The weariness which
had resulted from her long journey, and the agitation of spirits which
she had suffered, were too much for her strength, and she soon sank
to the silence of repose. Happy was it for her that the outlines of
her destiny were but faintly traced; she scarcely knew for what mode
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