Penshurst Castle in the Time of Sir Philip SidneyMarshall, Emma
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Penshurst Castle in the Time of Sir Philip Sidney
Marshall, Emma
Sidney, Philip, Sir, 1554-1586 -- Fiction
'Here, Ambrose,' the dying father said--'this--this is your mother; be a
good son to her.'
Often as Mary Gifford had drawn a picture in her own mind of this possible
meeting with her son, so long delayed, such a meeting as this had never
been imagined in her wildest dreams.
'Thus, then, I make atonement,' the unhappy man said. 'Take him, Mary, and
forgive it _all_.'
'Yes,' Mary said, as the boy was laid on the pallet at his father's feet,
and his mother clasped him close to her side. 'Yes, I forgive--'
'_All?_' he said. '_All?_'
'As I pray God to be forgiven,' she said, womanly pity for this forlorn
ending of a misspent life thrilling in her voice, as hot tears coursed one
another down her pale sweet face. 'Yes,' she repeated, '_all_! Ambrose.'
'One thing more. Did I murder Humphrey Ratcliffe? Does that sin lie on my
soul?'
'No, thank God!' Mary said. 'He lives; he was cruelly wounded, but God
spared his life.'
There was silence now. The priest bid Mary move from the bed, and let him
approach; but, before she did so, she bent over her husband and said,--
'Have you gone to the Saviour of the world for forgiveness through His
precious blood, Ambrose? He alone can forgive sins.'
'I know it! I know it!' was the reply.
But the priest interfered now.
'Withdraw, my daughter, for the end is near.'
Then Mary, bending still lower, pressed a kiss upon the forehead, where the
cold dews of death were gathering, and, turning towards her boy, she
said,--
'Where shall I take him? Where can I go with him, my son, my son?'
There was something in Mary's self-restraint and in the pathetic tones of
her voice, which moved those who stood around to pity as she repeated,--
'Where can I find a refuge with my child? I cannot remain here with him.'
One of the Brothers raised Ambrose again in his arms, and saying, 'Follow
me,' he carried him to a small chamber on the upper floor, where he laid
him down on a heap of straw covered with an old sacking, and said in
English,--
'This is all I can do for you. Yonder room whence we came is kept for those
stricken with the fever. Two of them died yesterday. We were burned out of
house and home, and our oratory sacked and destroyed at Axel. We fled
hither, and a troop of the Duke's army is within a mile to protect us.'
'Is there no leech at hand, no one to care for my child?'
'There was one here yester eve. He is attached to the troop I speak of, and
has enow to do with the sick there. Famine and moisture have done their
work, and God knows where it will end. There is a good woman at a small
homestead not a mile away. She has kept us from starving, and, like many of
the Hollanders, has a kind heart. I will do my best to get her to befriend
you, Mistress, for I see you are in a sorry plight.'
'Even water to wet his lips would be a boon. I pray you fetch water,' she
entreated.
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