Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
Religion
Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Then he began to concentrate on the gloom to the left, where the red
light burned. The shadows were all confused and blurred. There were
irregular outlines, streaks, shadowy lines. He puzzled out a small
altar, with tiny candlesticks and a biggish case upon it, that shone
fitfully. The lines radiated from the case, stuck through it, behind
it, as though they were a bundle of spears. Spears! It was a spear;
he could see, now, a gleam on the blade. Another was headed with a
bunched object. And then he knew.
A small ladder, a sponge on a reed, a spear, a shorter stick dripping
with the knotted cords of a scourge; these he could see now. And he
knew too what the reliquary held.
If it was true, that little heavily guarded splinter within had once
been stained with the Blood, the real, literal Blood, about which he
had so often preached and sung. Just such thongs as those had bit into
the reddening flesh, curled and twisted and hissed on white thighs and
shoulders that shrank to the utmost limit of the cords in the human
writhe and agony of Christ.... "But Peter and the Apostles answering,
said" (the reader read on): "We ought to obey God rather than men. The
God of our fathers hath raised up Jesus, whom you put to death, hanging
Him upon a tree. Him hath God exalted with His right hand to be Prince
and Saviour, to give repentance to Israel and remission of sins. And
we are witnesses of these things: and the Holy Ghost, whom God hath
given to all that obey Him."
Paul stared out before him motionless, with set lips. Before him,
plain, far far too plain against the dim wall, the twisting whips rose
and fell.
"'In the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Ghost, Amen,'"
said Father Vassall, and there was a little shuffling as they all knelt
down.
Acts of Faith, Hope, Charity and Contrition; the Creed; Our Father,
Hail Mary, Glory Be; odd-Englished prayers for night protection; more
shuffling; now Paul and the priest were alone. It grew utterly still.
Paul fumbled for his slip of paper and drew it out. The rustling
dominated the whole chapel; it even seemed to stir the shadows that
shifted always, silently, in the candlelight. He spread the paper on
the desk before him. Slowly he prayed each sentence.
AN ACT OF CONSECRATION.
O Lord JESUS Christ, Who art the Way, the Truth and the Life,
Without Whom no man cometh to the Father,
No man is free,
And no man lives eternally,
Unite me wholly to Thyself that I may walk in light and truly live.
But Thy Way must be the Way of Sorrows,
Thy Truth sharper than scourges,
And Thy Life a losing of my own....
Give me therefore Grace--or rather Thyself, the Fount of Grace;
Carry me, for I cannot walk alone;
Enlighten me, for I am all darkness;
Live in me, for I cannot live except in Thee.
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