Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
Religion
Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
And so on, disjointedly, as the sense of it soaked in, and thoughts
rose in his mind like bright bubbles--rose and burst. Tressor
understood it all. And he liked the way the boy peered at a picture,
picked up a paper-knife and examined it as if it were something rare,
looked out at the roses, shot a questioning glance at him, and so on.
All these things were so many signposts to the eager mind. Tressor
felt again his own keen interest as to what that mind would do. And so
he had at last asked his question. "Well," he had said, "and what's
the next move?"
"Ah!" said Paul, and leant up against the open window-frame all at
once, very still.
"I'm only twenty-one," he said at last.
Tressor turned the statement over. Then he understood. "Two years
before you can be ordained," he said.
"Yes, thank God," said Paul, sincerely.
"Oh! Has it come to that?"
Paul's restlessness fell on him again, like a mantle. He straightened
himself, thrust his hands into his pockets, looked round, and flung
himself into a chair. "I suppose I've known it all the term," he said,
"but I've never realised it till now."
Tressor laid down his pen and leaned back. He was frankly curious.
The term had been so busy for both of them that this was the first
vital conversation, although, at odd intervals, he had thought a good
deal about the boy. Thus he knew of the visit to Thurloe End, but not
of any details. He knew of conflicts, not of decisions, if there had
been any.
"Yes," said Paul, "it has. I know one thing. I cannot be ordained in
the Church of England unless my mind changes a great deal between this
and then."
"That is odd to me," said Tressor meditatively. "That is one of the
things I could do."
"You?"
"Yes. The Anglican ministry stands for an orderly, decent, restrained
religious profession, but it does not commit the priest to dogmatic
extravagance."
"I see," said Paul. "The Church of England appeals to you on those
grounds exactly which make it impossible for me, at least as yet."
"But why? No bishop would refuse you on account of moderation."
"Quite so. But the Apostle had a word to say on that to the Church of
Laodicea."
Tressor frowned slightly. He disliked Paul in that mood. "Surely you
see now," he said, "that you cannot determine the universe by a single
text."
Paul threw his leg over the arm of his chair. "That is precisely what
I do see," he said. "I'm one immense note of interrogation."
The don smiled. "That's admirable, anyway, and that, I suppose, blocks
Rome. I'm unfeignedly glad. I confess I saw you go to Thurloe End
with some fear. You're impressionable, and Father Vassall has a
magnetic personality."
A shadow gathered in Paul's face, gathered and deepened. "But I played
the coward there," he said.
"Tell me," said Tressor, "if you can, that is."
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